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2009-02-15T15:18:00.002+08:00

going out consecutively for days aint a good idea i'm so incredibly tired now once my head hits the pillow i'm out and totally dead to the world wtf ray pls remember i'm still 15 dont do anyth dumb to me zz.

anyway baking is crazy. baking/ being a housewife/ housekeeper/ doing household chores aint my thing. haha the mixer kinda exploded, and kept retrieving things which weren't supposed to be in the mixture yeah haha anyway the cookies turned out not bad! although half were chao da heh heh. sorry people know i owe you guys all vday gifts but i'll probably upgrade myself this year next year then give la ;) played a little mahjong and left the house feeling like i just emerged from a war.

apart from that,
vday sucked
flats suck
ca week sucked
the AI top 36 results sucked
certain people i met sucked
and some glitches through the week sucked.

where's ths joyyyyyyyyy? hahaha

You need to know that rescue is possible, that freedom is possible, that God is still in the business of redemption.
The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, finding love.
The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know.
The vision is hope, and hope is real.

twloha is freaking ex things are pretty nice but must find people to ship in with me! oi oi oi oi oi

2009-02-04T20:30:00.005+08:00

haha oh my two slack days just passed by me like that. pooh. today was fun haha gladys finally found her mahjong cards and so we played mahjong in class (: (: i still find it fun though there isnt the thrill of banging the tiles together. i won a few games! and we only had enough time to play finish one round so i believe we'll be playing quite a bit these few days lol. destress-ing la heh. played a few games of asshole taiti too i ftw man king king king hahaha.

amath was fun cos i could actually follow the lesson! okay considering i have tuition it should be a duhh right but you gotta understand that my amath sucks lol so if i can follow it's GREAT. loy caught me in the middle of doing a alien hi to audrey MALU seh hahaha. so anyway she assumed i was having a high day- sharp contrast from yesterday where i was nodding off :] talking about malu incidents yesterday this guy caught me in the lift trying to demonstrate to J a pantene advertisment.. you know the swishing of hair o.O hahaaha yeah shit the stupid lift stopped and he walked in. and i was engrossed in my self-demo

on the other hand i had no idea what shit goh was talking about during chem. end of lesson i was still stoning and asking people "so what topic is he talking about?!" zz

LOPEZ DID THE FUNNIEST THING EVER SINCE THIS YEAR HAHAHAHAHA

(halfway thru english lesson)
"beep beep beep" [this is where a super ancient phone with the ancient ringtone starts beeping]
"OMG WHAT IS THAT?! O.O" lopez
"uh it's a phone" person 1
"i think it's your phone!" person 2
"oh mine? :o" lopez
(removes phone from pocket gingerly)
"oh a got a message!!" lopez
"read it la haha" person 3
"i dont know how to read"
"HAHA press the button"
"but there's so many buttons!"
[and she starts telling us how she only knows how to use her phone for calling]
OMG IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS the whole time i was just lying on my table laughing so hard i nearly cried. can you believe someone can be so IT-lagging!

choir was fine, went to tm after that for a while to get stuff then took bus 3 home. met B along the way haha oh yeah finally a dude which i've been wanting to see. anyway i left my bio tb in school was supposed to bring it home ohwells gonna sleep night :D

2009-02-02T20:16:00.003+08:00

hello haha firefox is screwing up on me so i'm using IE and it's so weird! hate the dl box it's totally weird. being in school today felt weird haha well for one i couldnt stop eating was starving man. oh and we got back our amath spring test on circles for all you oh-so-interested people i got 4/15! FOUR. wah buey tahan. i'm gonna die if my parents find out.. i had this half an hour lecture on how suck my amath is when the previous test was returned and i only got a pathetic 28/40 YES i get the point argh.

doing chinese ca was weird i was playing a song over and over in my head thinking about the lyrics and suddenly i was more or less done. wow i actually understood the passage hahaha. mep exam was idk.. weird. told you today was a weird day haha. anw i'm wasting my life away hopping arnd blogs and websites. i havent been out for so long havent been really high for so long i'm so bored. BORED.

anyway i'm getting irritated with my hair! the front looks gross wanna cut it soon.

make me smile happy stop me from _ idk what to do! ):

2009-02-01T13:14:00.004+08:00

It's the 1st of a new month again! I heard the church bells just now. I like hearing the bells. (:

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cos every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cos every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

not eveyone heals as fast as you.
not everyone moves on that easily.
dont take the hope away.

2009-01-19T19:26:00.005+08:00

SCHOOL TODAY WAS FUN. well at least it beat other school days. english newspaper reading, pe teacher mia, math teacher mia, recess mini picnic in class. bio did one practice paper, amath received back the CA which i got a decent mark, and broke up into groups and fooled around, laughed with nicole trying to fix "how flexible is your brain" ohomgomg our brains are flexible take that HA ;) and lastly chinese where we really sat there listening to the bullet-train speaking teacher. generally my day was spent roaming around school during lessons, playing bridge, talking and laughing with people, taking pictures.

plus news that emath CA postponed to next week tues/ wed (tues no sch and wed no math oh the teacher is blur HAHA) and chinese CA today postponed to tmr (i'm really not prepared) and got news of the chem CA. thinking about the 3 days of holiday next week. thinking about collecting money again. haha. bitched/ talked serious stuff with A&C on the way home about topic x again hahahaha oh well it feels good. made plans to xyz in dec heh dont think some people will be very agreeable to it but it's gonna be fun! and just having a messaging conversation with T in the morning made my day (: OH WHAT A DAYY! (:

chinese new year is just around the corner. (:
1) I NEED TO SHOP!!
2) i plan to stay away from alcohol.
3) i plan to take pictures with my cousins.

There is a love that makes the way,
it never holds you back.
Oh would you break free,
would you break free get up and dance,
in His love?

2009-01-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

got myself exhausted by doing homework yesterday night, and messaging people thru the night too. cca promo in the morning, couldnt find my damned court shoes so reached school a little late. ohwells practiced and sang, wasnt fantastic this year's whole cca promo seemed a bit failure? maybe just cos i wasnt really involved in it hm.

justacia with grace weili gladys amanda food there's not bad, with free flow of drinks and ice cream. took pictures, laughed at the food, made a whole load of mess there and attempted studying too. photos up another time heh.

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megalife after that! wow feels like damn long i've not been there la. anyway i liked worship today. but after that not that cool so nodded off a few times was so tired. skipped dinner and slept in the cell room with grace and soh yay. cell was okay was stoning and freezing to the max. i had like 4 jackets on me at one time and still shivering haha thanks people for the jackets if not i'd have been an ice sculpture. cell made me think and rethink certain stuff la so i didnt just stone lol. why stay on when you're unhappy and disturbed and dissatisfied?

feeling so sad all over again. gonna sleep on it.

2009-01-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

friday oh friday (:

finally another week has passed i can sleep earlier today and wake up later tmr!! bliss hahaha. anyway this has been another crazy week 7 CAs in total haha hope they come back with good marks.

ANYWAY today was so freaky i woke up with this phobia that i was balding. OMG BALDING!!!?!?!?! shit i dont wanna bald it's damn scary okay no hair bleddy ugly o.O all of a sudden my fringe feels so thin OMG what would i do without a fringe!!! i'm scared. my goodness must pray like crazy i dont bald ): ): okay new resolutions: dont eat maggie mee. dont touch my hair too much. take longer baths dont pull my hair. *continues freaking

so anyway choir today more chiong for syf alr. got our scholars, 4 of them haha i'm gonna talk to them in chinese and up my own standard they're not bad look sociable enough. haha and throughout the whole day and ytd was bitching about xx and some minor others some stories are hilarious really.

"isnt it supposed to be natural like how humans know how to walk"
"guess it aint that naturale for certain people heh"
oh the food pyramid hm.

2009-01-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

i love my bed and meals whenever i have a proper one. yeah i'm really learning to appreciate my super comfortable bed and bolster & each time i take time off to have a decent meal and i'm really really so glad i'm sleeping before 2-ish the past few days planning to mantain it this way whoo. i think i'm gonna lose lots of weight at this rate lol. anyway sore eyes and crazy headache on friday evening and sat so didnt go for service didnt go meet people sorry guys ):

ytd sec4 2008 cohort stayed back to watch our senoirs get their results. i'm glad overall they did well! CONGRATS to all (: (: (: super exciting atmosphere- screamed so much with various people/ got to meet people who i havent met in like forever/ conforted those who were sad like even people who are friend's friends hahah. the whole place was filled with screaming while crying people i nearly cried for them too lol. i swear next year i sure cry my gosh k. i guess it was a nice experience i feel kinda motivated! k new target: aim for 9A1s LOL. btw, all the alto1 sec4s next year all under 10 points k! (: hahaha. congrats to the other people that i know from other schools as well.. eh it's gross how you bastards can do so well?! hahahhahaha k la grats.

congrats to the people who received their chinese results too! some were really surprising :o i'm sad to hear your results too much be the tough competition from china people. wow quite scary leh need to up my chinese standard by leaps and boundsssss o.o scared for my chinese Os man. btw my piano teacher was being damn lame,

"omg you know the chinese very hard to score leh like my friends did badly B3 and they're like HMT" me
"ya i know. you know what you should do.."
"what"
"paint yourself black go perm your hair change your name to Purnima Raj then go for the exam speaking in your normal chinese standard! sure flying colours"
"??!?!!?!?!?!?! wth o.O"

anww, i'm eng rep oooooooh. amanda's bio rep! congrats many many you finally achieved like your main aim in tk. ah weili too. haha the appointment was funny max,

"eh mrs ngin you have to choose new bio rep!" chairperson
"oh ya new year ya okay any volunteers?" ngin
"AMANDA AMANDA AMANDA" class
(class laughs like mad amanda tries to find a hole to hide in)
freaking gay freaking funny oh you'll only get the humour if you've heard of amanda's love heh.

ps. (you guys prob wont see this but) Ah i'm glad we found common ground let's work tgt it can be achieved if we believe really (:
pss. did you know you make me fly?

The time has come
To stand for all we believe in
So I for one am gonna
Give my praise to You.

2009-01-08T19:41:00.004+08:00

hate studying hate my books max.

my sole purpose in coming home this whole week seems to be just finishing my homework. yeah i come home at 4-ish and sit in my study room rushing through homework and trying to absorb facts into my brain till 10pm no i dont eat there's no time. do the teachers realise that there's only 24 hours in a day and that we dont only study their subject?!

school's been crazy i know i shouldnt be complaining since i'm sec4 and should be a study robot anyway.. but OMG i cant stand it let me rant here lahh. so, on tuesday i've already had homework for all subjects and by today we've been informed that we have CAs on math math amath amath chinese bio chem geog wth O.o it's supposed to be week one of school. & everyday in class i'm busy copying stuff down/ from people/ completing stuff i can barely see my table. :/ i'm seriously tired not omg omg? lack of sleep ytd was up till about 3-ish had about 2 hours sleep and woke up at 5-ish for school again. i'm really tired i actly have no idea how i'm able to drag myself to school and actly pay attention during lessons. (; heh

on a lighter note, class party tmr so glad it's taking over 3 lessons! people and smses arnd me have made me smile during lessons and i love my friends hahaha. A cher kim omg we have to take a picture together soon?! cant believe we dont have one all together gasp. watched porn after school today lol it was funny uh squealing with the people arnd me cough. i'm trying to look forward to sch look forward to stuff oh man i miss fooling around^10.

btww i'm still obsessing over Seventeen Forever it's an awesome all you people go listen to it.
(: (:

2009-01-04T21:12:00.003+08:00

it's the fourth day of the year and already i feel so incredibly sad.
i mean, there's nothing to look forward to ):
it's practically like a year of grounding me ): ):
i feel so tied down, like a cooped up bird you know.
& i'm gonna study hard to get into vj.

my parents are putting in so much effort in keeping me at home that they actly bought an exercise machine. o.o (so much for economic downturn huh) what?! that means i cant go down run. this is so gross. i predict that in a few months time there'll be clothes hanging on it.. and as usual is so gross being at home.

okay i know there's things to be happy about. but give me time to depress over certain stuff first pls i'll adapt somehow over time. i'll find that silver lining somewhere.

Will you remember me?
You ask me as I leave
Remember what I said?
Oh how could I
Oh how could I forget

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

2009-01-03T11:43:00.005+08:00

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2008's been a good year think it's the best year so far haha. entering 3e4, tkcells merging, leading in choir, trying to be a good cc, becoming more street smart, being sociable, leaning the art of bridge, chilling a lot, forming firm friendships etc etc etc. regrets, joys and all.. many new life experiences.

really have to thank God for placing in my life awesome friends. guiding, tolerating, who were always there for me. love you (: i've been inspired by many people this year in some way or another, and tho they may not know it, thank you (: i'm not good at evaluating myself cos as usual i still feel that what i've done is never enough or good enough.. so you can probably come tell me how i've changed from 07 haha.

happy new year everyone! blessed year ahead (:

2009 resolutions (omg):
1) stay close to God
2) have discipline and study like really really study
3) cut down a lot dabbling in stuff
4) update my clothes cupboard
5) chill when it's appropriate
6) be a good affirming friend
7) take more pictures

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first day of school ytd haha aw see so many people again! oh i'm sec4 alr shut up about it alr school.. i feel really old in school. gotta get used to tied up hair. anw i like my new seating arrangement new people around got lights got fans hope they wont change me anytime soon heh. my new fms are goh and lopez -.- omg best man think it tops the whole school. still dont know my chinese teacher hope it's a good one need to work my chinese this year. need to plan and arrange my weekly schedule, fit in study dates alr agreed with certain people. 530+ wake ups again i feel terrible in the mornings. choir's in the pre-chiong mode syf's coming! last year's theory results will be out soon i'm scared. etc etc etc many things i wanna do this year gotta maximize my time man. no i'm not gonna give up socializing haha need to chill once in a while i could just go crazy you know.. lol.

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2008-12-30T18:48:00.004+08:00

i'm back! haha hello this post is actly 4 days late but never mind. went to Pahang, Malaysia for mission trip 23-26th. it was really a blast and a meaningful memorable christmas.

went to different kampungs and generally did what we could to bless the people there. played with the kids.. games like monkey, catching, duckduckgoose, it was amazing seeing how contented they really can get playing simple games, twisted ballons for them, sang songs. we also helped out in preparing meals (wow for the first time i plucked 'tao geh' tails.. huh you cant eat the tails?) served food for the people there haha serving is fun- "come on people express express" lol.

went there and served, and took back so much from this whole second mission trip too. the main thing that i really couldnt get in the beginning is the children just enjoying everything that comes their way, and that they really can smile genuinely and have fun despite their (really really really really really dirty) living conditions. they'll be contented kicking a plastic ball all around the place, just running around crazily. it wasnt hard to love the people there really. the kids are adoroble with gentle but eager-looking eyes. they're shy, but yet curious at the same time haha quite funny actly.

oh, how bad are their conditions? no electricity, no tapped water, houses made of wood, some houses' roofs looked really dangerous to me. confession: i seriously had a phobia that some roof could collapse on me sooner or later o.o anyway, dirt roads there, naked children, and you see chickens and (flea-intested) dogs walking all around.

another thing that struck and humbled me was that some people, esp village chiefs would choose to believe in christ despite the pressure they're receiving from the whole country and even against the (tsk) money politics used by the gvmt. like omg wow that's really cool. something must have had moved within them that they became so convicted and chose to take that step of faith. awesome God man!

ALSO, i had an awesome team. hahaha funny people everywhere never fail to make me laugh. they were all cool, and talented in their own special way which everyone blessed the group some way or another (: had lots of fun over there too- screaming at frogs and monkeys, tying pigtails, eating with hands, tree toilets, making our own interesting videos, laughing at each other etc haha. new experiences la. interesting rooms at an inn, the toilet had a damn freaky chain hanging from the wall........ roomed with shawn shi rui, eli, hui ying, a bear and a gingi which we had fun disturbing. haha. interesting van i love the wind coming in from the windows when it moves (yeah it's so cool okay i loved it so much i really wanted to hang my head out of the window and stick my tongue out like a dog lol) we really squeezed into the van "ooh i feel so cosy". 5 minutes later "okay i think i feel claustrophobic" LOL.

credits to jm for these photos here. haha cant wait for other pictures to be uploaded. anyway we came back on the 26th cos 11 out of the 15 people fell sick. really really sick the worst i felt in my life i think threw up 9 times on and off fever body aches everywhere feeling flushed lightheaded gonna faint feelings i thought i was gonna die in Malaysia my goodness so scary. thank God really now everyone's fine haha. so yeah it was a great trip!

anywayyyyyyyyyy, i've been really stoning at home since the day i came back. i'm so bored i wanna cry i'm gonna start talking to the fridge or something.

1) i've been stalking people on fb hahaha unfortunately some people made their acc friends only ):
2) my brother has a blog now omg scary he's becoming ITsavy dammit
3) i'm grounded on new year's eve OMG I'M REALLY GONNA WITHER AT HOME o.O wth am i gonna do?!?! you know on tv they keep screaming "on the last second of 2008... where will you be?!" i'm gonna be freaking at home. and my parents dont even give me a reason why they're grounding me,

"eh so we celebrate the new year at home?"
"no. you can watch tv i'm going to sleep"

-.- sooooooo, stop asking me to go out on 31st you're gonna make me more depressed sob sob sob omgggggg. happy celebrating all you people be nice dont get too drunk dont get pregnant beware of people with their cameras hahaha

2008-12-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

and then God just posed this question at me: are you gonna live to regret like the past 4 years?
alright i surrender i'm gonna back down from this.

2008-12-21T09:54:00.003+08:00

HELLO :D this week's been busy and interesting but real fun. chilling out with different people, some who i havent seen the whole holidays aw (: i've become pretty nocturnal coming home at 10 11 12-ish sleeping at 1 2 3-ish. well when the parents are away the children go out to play aye? prob is that there's no connection at night so i dont want to imagine my phone bill heh.
For the record, Happy Birthday Ronny.
i went to weird places in singapore. eg white sands to eastpoint to redhill to potong pasir to toa payoh, and even some bukit something.. okay see weird huh but ohwells it's the company that counts i guess haha.
you dont think i'm gonna let it go that easily, do you?
went to changi about 10pm plus on friday and took a romantic walk with xo along the path where you can see planes flying aw haha it was cold strong breeze man. on impulse i nearly went fishing in the sea with certain people we ended up talking a little to. btw, all the trans people seem to have disappeared..
stop acting as if you own the world damn you.
i learnt how to play freaking warcraft and dota thanks nic haha. firstly i gotta say that DOTA's a bit lame you're supposed to kill a freaking tree?! ya and i always get killed on the way walking towards the tree wth -.- WOW is better i like killing the random cats walking around. but still, i keep getting lost in that one town i was in it's so confusing. plus when i get quests telling me to kill 6 (i cant rmb the name) i'll be like o.O like how would i know the name of the flying eel! no wonder i couldnt get the game before that. anyway i'm a level 3 warlock oh yeah (: and nic's like level 70 mage tch wabiang haha.
building up is tough. i still feel like i'm dying away.
caught twilight it was hilarious. come on, doesnt the edward guy look really socially awkward? want to kiss dont want to kiss hahaha omg. but in the end he's quite sweet la. soh and tan kept asking me to shut it. haha thank god for rach sitting beside me at least i could fire all my questions to her since she'd already watched it 5 times before (:
but i'm still trying yeah. stop worrying you (:
THE HOUSE WITH 9 DOGS. omg i was expecting 9 puppies and i tell you it's really Dogs. like siberian husky big dogs that size and they're all beautiful :D :D super sweet hardly bark really well trained champions man! his family is really super rich the dogs live in air-conditioned quarters 24/7. pictures speak 1k words so here,

i'm in love oh man hahaha.

so yeah that's prob about my week along with the other random chilling sessions.. finally learnt how to play poker, dishing out forfiets for people, watching x pole dancing around y haha gay, fasting for mission trip (watching people eat all you evil ):) inpromtu christmas carolling (yeah seriously lol), crashing people's houses, remote controlled car racing in the mrt.. and the many more, thanks guys i had fun lol.

away in m'sia for mission trip next week. homework's pretty non-existant, cant wait to be back again (:

Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be,
That face is tearing holes in me again.

2008-12-14T20:53:00.003+08:00

hi. hahaha i think i've been isolated from the world a little too long i broke a freaking door in my house o.o dammit, wrecked some stuff on the dressing table okay enough i sound like The Incredible Hulk. haha i went to white sands to pick up some stuff, met some people, went down to tm, had lunch for 2 and a half hours today (yeah omg) hahaha thank you all the people who are bearing with my irrational-ity and stoning now; as long as you've been on the phone or made me say haha really love you guys man. some of you ah.. seriously have the most ridiculous advices but i aint complaining yo.

1. i can tie my hair now i'm serious heh heh.
2. my family's painting the house now omg air pollution my room's gonna be orange ooh.
3. and so people ask why i dont enjoy coming home.
4. i'm literally dying without painkillers.
5. everyone anyone dont agitate me in any form way method please i'm dead serious i could just bite.

2008-12-12T12:21:00.003+08:00

HELLO! camp was awesome no doubt about that haha. God's presence was amazing awesome services learnt lots of stuff huge breakthroughs cool domain (AMORE!) cool group(RED FLAMES!) great leaders wonderful friends i cant ask for more (: (: my group was really bonded leaders came up with whoohoo power cheers we all can really scream man haha made a whole lot of noise, played games like whacko murderer and hui lai ba. forfeits were hilarious jianmin talked to a dustbin for one whole minute, indian chicken dance and people screaming "i'm so hot" cough cough lol.

games throughout the camp were really cool rolled around in flour, facial with tomato sauce more flour and cotton wool, water bonbs literally smacking you like crazy left right left right down on your head hahaha.

services were good the pastor was not bad ("i had started to measure my weight in tons" omg that was one of the funniest thing he said) messages were pretty okay la good. there wasnt much of an alter so when the pastor gave alter calls there was a rush to put all your stuff to the sides if not you'll end up finding your bible in front and camp book at the back that kinda thing. didnt really have much fast songs cos either the floor was really scary (the planks literally bend when people jump) or we made so much noise the police actually came to find us so many times lol ;) or sth like that la. but the slow songs were really good too i suddenly realised on day 4 that i knew so many christian songs ooh.

certain random stuff:
1) i'm really inspired to exercise and get myself thin again
2) my hair is really long now. can tie seh
3) i bathed everyday okay! (except for the last day..) wah it was a rule in the camp book that we had to bathe and 6 cell people came up to me and laughed at me and said i had to batheeeee omg hahahaa wabiang.
4) my new pastime is GEAR(S)-ing. Gossip Evaluation and Reflection Session. believe it or not my group leader taught us that hahaha but he's really nice really. (:
5) i'm more tanner now so glad about that!

the dorms looked like this the dorm i was in best man 80 people altogether powerrr :D ps this is just the upper bunk below still got lower bunk heh

alright the people sleeping near me haha we rock man. credits to vivian taking the picture for us (: hannah (top left) is so cute right! tk girl next year oh yeah (:

this is really random.. it's us gearing and taking photos in the middle of nowhere at night about like 1 somthing hahaha. no we're perfectly fine (oi stop thinking that all photos i take at night means i'm not sane haha) just look a little weird but ohwells. the poor guard person kept having to chase us back it was quite funny actually.

the last day/ night was good stuff. morning service was spot on and at night didnt want to sleep actly but then at around 4 we ran out of stuff to talk about and so slept LOL.

so yeah that was my church camp this year OH YEAH how was yours? much more stuff to say actually but not really convenient to post here haha come talk to me you guys got so much to catch up with y'all!! sufffering from post-camp depression now hahaha i really miss camp but guess gotta move on man. so i'm back to reality and i think i'm ready to run the next one year :D

2008-12-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO to my dead blog. haha well i've been a public nuisance the past week. (: land water air noise pollution you name it you got it. i'd really love to post pictures but i look really terrible spastic high and wasted in most of them i decided against it heh. thank you to all the people who made my week love you guys (:

megalife camp is in 2 days okay count it as one day and i haven't packed! dammit my cupboard is really pathetic generally my clothes are all black. play games also black go for service also black my gosh i srsly need to go shopping people i need an assistant volunteer yourselves please you know i cant shop hate to shop for nuts heh heh heh. anw i'm not really excited for it yet not given it much thought well maybe the excitement will come later. i just hope that, hm something will happen? or maybe nothing happening is better.. on my part i'm gonna be chill. breathe in out in out.....

also, i've not even started on my homework. actly i have no idea where it is. you can literally call me a walking bimbo my head's so empty now now you'll be lucky if i even rmb your name. hahaha okay no not that bad. gosh i'm a little screwed maybe the last few days of hols i cant even sleep heh.

bye the next week's gonna be fun.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you.

i'd really be content just to sit on pavements just looking up into the sky beside you again.

2008-11-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

hi hey hello people. the past week has been really hectic wow just flew past me just like that and now it's another friday. why do the fridays come so quickly nowadays haha. again, i'm lazy to elaborate so i'll make another list lol.

1) school's 55th annivesary. practiced with the choir like siao, sang stoned talked played fooled around a lot during the rehearsals. dressed up nicely with make up and clipped up & gel-led hair (oh god my hair) looked pretty good! have no idea who's camera i used so shall wait for the photos (: after that was fun too chilled out at magic wok (finally another alternative from video world)
2) i'm getting hyped up about mhs :D
3) i've been eating a lot.. dinners buffets high teas omg the fats hehe but really delicious. i ate a whole 20-stick satay dish to myself along with many other stuff omg i've finally satisfied my year-long craving for satay (: (:
4) met with certain people who are pretty close, barely know, dont even know (i bring my friend's friend's friend okay? o.O) hahaha had fun though some times it got weird.
5) this is random but anyway,
(i) people are getting so weird nowadays heh heh heh when i'm online why am i still having sms conversations with people that are online too lol.
(ii) i've really been paiseh-ing myself. my phone calender screwed itself so i sms person x "happy birthday!" and get a reply "oh no no my birthday is tomorrow" OH SHIT hahahaah this happened more than once okay gosh sorry all you people deepest apologies heh heh heh.

2008-11-23T10:40:00.002+08:00

hello haha this is 3 days late but, i'm back from korea! i'm lazy to elaborate and post pictures but it was a fun time. (:

1) the weather started off as cool and refreshing compared to humid spore, but then last few days it became so cold (-7degrees) i froze literally. haha brain freeze eye freeze nose freeze ears freeze.
2) must stuff there are really expensive, like S$12 for two fried eggs omg.
3) i love the hotels we stayed in i'm gonna make my house look like a hotel next time (: heated floors, beautiful decorations, wonderful toilet bowl i could just live in the toilet man hahaha
4) nice people in the tour, there were 5 guys- one p6 who is my brother's fighting partner, one s1 hsm fanatic, 2 s2/s3 maple addicts, and 2 girls. just talked to the guys mainly.
5) beautiful autumn leaves. red orange yellow maple leaves wow so pretty :D i saw hail too, though there was no snow yet. saw a 30-storey high roller coaster wanted to take it nobody wanted to take with me aiyaa and my mum also wouldnt let me sigh.
6) koreans take loads of vegtables. omg i nearly died there i'm a carnivore you see all the veg in various shapes and forms poor starving me. no okay fine i didnt starve there was some meat too. i loved the bbqed pork delicious.
7) i supposedly climbed up a volcano. yeah right i just got myself damn tired climbing never ending stairs and in the end i couldnt even identify any crater shit thing. haha damn so cheated please. um other stuff included having a snowball fight (fake snow), smelt like kimchi for 8 days long, climbed an apple tree etc.
8) i love playing with the korean kids they're so cute cuddly chubby white flawless skin, wrapped up so much you think they can bounce. omg!
9) it was nice being away from singapore and certain stuff here.
10) i was really slow there. couldnt count math properly (like the exchange rate), processing questions before answering them. must be the brain freeze blame the weather man. haha one really embarrassing incident was with this guy in the tour group,

"what stream are you in?" him.
" oh express."
(stone)
"ah so what stream are you in?"
"NA"
(stone)
"huh you mean you're not schooling?"
(stone)
"oh shit"
i feel like the world's dumbest person. hahaha

came back and was pretty busy. well next two weeks will be chilling man. hope i dont get too bored haha.

2008-11-10T19:43:00.003+08:00

for those who still dont know,

i'm leaving for korea in 5 hours omg omg. (: haha coooool. i hope it's still autumn cos the leaves are beautiful, vs winter where you just freeze your ass off and slosh around in the pre-snow gooey stuff. just found out the temperature there is about 3 degrees?! my gosh i bet my face will look photocopied in the photos.. frozen stiff. i've just packed about half my luggage i think my packing skills suck o.O i've packed shorts god why do i need them i dont know. hahahahahahahaha i hope i meet nice people there. and on my part i'll be more sociable, talk more, stone less yay.

well if all fails it's still a nice break from singapore. byeeeeeeeeeee i'll be back on the 19th!

2008-11-05T19:57:00.004+08:00

i got new shoes! thanks kim for searching so many shops with me hahaha. i think she nearly died cos i was so choosy.. the shoes had to be nothing shiny, not too simple, not too complicated, no holey holey thing, nice laces. i said no to pink, purple, yellow etc. lol hehehe.

omg omg. Nike Lunar Trainers+ who'll buy them for me? (: they're amazing seriously, so light i nearly threw them at kim pretending it was a frisbee haha. but of course the price is also incredible lol.
just trying to find a way to escape this fucking shithole.
rachel was being an idiot on monday morning and she called the police- 112. sitting on the steps one moment she exclaimed that she had accidently locked her phone's PUK code and it was stuck, and the next moment she said,

"i'm calling the emergency hotline"
"huh what emergency hotline?"
"112"
o.o
"NOO! stop calling hang up!"
rachel shoves a stop hand sign into my face. LOL so i just stood watching. after a few minutes she exclaims again, apologises and hangs up. HAHA omg rachel! damn funny la.

by the way i dont think i've uploaded this picture- it's actually kim's colour pens pencil box.

i was bored during math took out all her pens and lined them up on my table and amanda counted them hahaha. THERE'S SO MANY OMG RIGHT! and i must mention that that's only her colour pens pencil box. she has another highlighter pencil box and a normal pencil box o.O HAHA. she's got so many pens that i use them to colour amanda's nails during lessons hahaha it didnt turn out very nice so i shant upload the picture.

2008-11-02T10:40:00.003+08:00

hahaha my theory paper is over! it was damn weird. 3 hours paper- 2 to 5pm, and i finished at 3pm. ONE HOUR! OMG. i usually take 4 hours to complete one paper at home. i was stoning at my place staring at my watch wondering how on earth i could have already completed o.o seriously something's so werid lol. i had time to check my paper like a hundred times, observe the people around me, erase one whole page of composing to write it neater, erase all my working, etc etc.. stoned at my place slouching over my table till 4 then decided to leave already la. um it seemed fine to me, most of the questions were about intervals.. which i'm not too bad at? haha i dont know hope i can pass!!

anyway the people in the room were so weird. so many people were trying to cram in italian terms (srsly how many can you memorise? and it's only two marks.), there was this guy trying to sing out his written melody, super zao xia-ly, there was this freaking growling guy every few minutes. it's so disturbing o.O the teacher was reading classifieds, and messaging her lover "hi i love you hubby" every 15 minutes (i was sitting at the front la nothing to do). gosh i think extensive studying of theory makes you screwed hahahaa.

was supposed to have a 'light' dinner at some jap place. yeah right la order and order non-stop. delicious food though haha. rushed down to church to submit camp form. I TOOK A FREAKING 55 MINUTES TO GET FROM THE INTERCHANGE TO THE CHURCH BUS STOP (which is only 2 bus stops away) wabiang. the queue was winding like mad, and the traffic was practically not moving. anyway dropped by, met gladys and weili and we went to escapeeeeeeeeee :D

happy belated halloween :D escape was fun. haha and the ghosts were really funny. okay la at first quite scary like they sneak up behind you and stone till you turn hahaha. gladys was trying to take a photo of me and a ghost and this bloody guy stood beside her and she turned slowly and started screaming. LOL. took pictures with the ghosts, they were really funny. took rides, took pictures, walked around, queued, dehydrated, screamed.. lol. i love The Inverter.

I NEARLY DIED IN THE HAUNTED HOUSE. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. from the moment i stepped into the door i started screaming my head off with weili. LOL i think the ghosts at the exit could hear us. then halfway was so tired weili went "omg i'm so tired dont want to scream already la". so we shut up for a while. LOL. THEN WE WALKED PASS THIS MECHANICAL THING. IT STARTED JERKING IN THE CAGE I NEARLY SHOT THROUGH THE ROOF OMG O.O screamed all the way again lol. THERE WAS HAIRY THING GRABBING AT US. WALAO SCREAM LIKE MAD. gladys screamed "you get away! you get away!" LOL. then cos the thing grabbed at weili's shoe she was like "oi. my slipper." and grabbed her slipper back lol. then we came out and started laughing like mad. shit la so embarrassing hahaha.

2008-10-31T16:59:00.005+08:00

friday yahoooooooooo! the past ir week has really been a waste of time. i generally go to school, shiver and play cards in the avt during chinese, stone during the next period, recess starve cos lazy to go down, stone in class or shiver in some aircon place for the last 2 periods.

chem olevel spa today, not bad, it's quite brainless actually. it was one hour and i actually had about half an hour to stone and wonder how come i'm already done. i hope olevel papers would be as brainless as this.

anyway this is something ultra funny i found online

THINGS TO DO WHILE BORED IN CLASS

1. Try to develop psychic powers, then use 'em.
2. Inflate a beachball and throw it around the room.
3. Sing Show Tunes.
4. Make loud animal noises then deny doing it.
5. Think of new pick lines. See if they work.
6. Pretend you're flying a jet fighter in the Gulf War.
7. Churn some butter.
8. Conceive a brand new language.
9. Walls made of brick. Count 'em.
10. Plot revenge against someone.
11. Think of nicknames for everyone you know.
12. See how long you can hold your breath.
13. Take your pants off and give them to the professor.
14. Chew on your arm until someone notices.
15. Change seats every three minutes.
16. Think of ways to cheat at Trivial Pursuit.
17. Shave.
18. Run across the room, tag someone and say "You're it.".
19. Announce to the class that you are God and that you're angry.
20. Think of five new ways to use your shoes.
21. Start a wave.
22. Walk around the room begging for spare change.
23. Roast marshmellows.
24. Practice phrasing your answers in the form of a question.
25. Crawl around the room humming the music from Mission Impossible.
26. Take apart your desk.
27. Pretend to communicate with your home planet.
28. Play rock-paper-scissors with yourself. Accuse your left hand of cheating.
29. Do a quick tapdance routine.
30. Try bird-watching.
31. Walk up the aisle yelling, "Popcorn! Hot popcorn here!".
32. Throw your backpack at someone.
33. Run to the window, then say, "Sorry, I thought I saw the Bat-signal".
34. Ask the person in front of you to marry you.
35. Start laughing really hard and say, "Oh, now I get it.".
36. Make a sundial.
37. Give yourself a new identity.
38. Write a screenplay about a diabetic Swedish girl who can't swim.
39. Dig an escape tunnel.
40. Announce your candidacy for President.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY! srsly i should consider doing some of them on monday (: hahaha

theory tmr. ooh i scared i scared.

happy halloween everyone! (man singapore should really celebrate it it's fun). now i really want to carve a pumpkin.

2008-10-30T18:29:00.002+08:00

assumptions, accusations, apprehensions.

my theory exam's in two days time! omg i'm really scared i wanna pass dont want to retake. my music sense sucks i tell you, there's no chemistry with those black dots on paper and me. all the answers seem to avoid me. walao. and chem olevel spa tmr.. i got 5/10 for the mock how shit is that haha.

i'm having a splitting headache. i think the olevel spa is really unfair. like hello the same practical for different days? did the examiners ever hear of people-talk-and-spread-stuff. and why does my class have to be the guinea pigs taking the bloody exam so damn early?! o.O other classes are taking next thursday please. tsk.

report card is back. i need to hide it. at least for the time being.
i have a splitting headache.
i need to study theory.
i'm so tired.

2008-10-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

mantain your cool,
keep a straight face no matter what.
just stop all the voices around,

i'm sick? i'm not sure. good news, i've successfully stayed off panadol for 4 consecutive days (: but bad news is that cos i felt really sick, a fever was climbing.. so i took panadol. haha and now i feel floaty i dont know if i'm still sick. but i have a cough. and cant breathe properly. haha

chinese IR. i think it's really unproductive? sit in the avt and freeze your ass off. half the class is sprawled onto the tables sleeping. my row's playing cards. and eating breakfast hahaha. i just realised today that the teacher's at page 30. wow! i'm at the cover page (:

o level bio spa today how exciting. they asked us to cut potato and all my 10 potato strips were deformed. i'll never be a good cook ): dont even make me start on my broken strips.. but cos i was lazy to cut more just threw them into the solution hahaha. and i think the potatoes are disgusting.. they're gooey. they should provide gloves (: anyway, lame experiment.

ss IR after that. my teacher is lopez NOOOOOOOOOOO ): she cant teach i have no idea what she's talking about. so anyway just smsed, talked, coloured amanda's nails with many gay colours, and bai's throwing of socks all around lol. anyway i seriously froze my ass off in the studio. amanda and i came in late and literally slid into seats at the back. and we were under the air con! zomg. i nearly got frostbite okay. i couldnt sms properly almost dropped my phone lol hands were so numb. here's what our conversation went like,

"eh amanda so who's house are we going to?"
"my nose is frozen."
(10 minutes later)
"escape on sat?"
"my eyes are frozen."
LOL.
in the end we just bent over and shivered.

You Are a Vampire

You are charming, sensual, and even a bit manipulative.

You can't help but get people to do what you want.

You have sharp senses and a strong predatory instinct.

You go after what you want, without mercy.

While you have the heart of a killer, many people are drawn to you.

You are elegant, timeless, and mysterious. You are the ultimate fantasy object.

Are You a Vampire or a Werewolf?

bloody. gen and rach say i'm manupilative too! hahaha cool. is that good?

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You have enthusiasm for almost everything you do in life. You have a super playful attitude.

You are curious about the world, and you love to learn. You rather figure people out than rush to judge them.

Your inner demon is pride. You can't help but have a big head sometimes.

People think you're cute because you're adventurous. You always bring some fun, which is super charming.

The Cute Monster Test

i chose it cos it's orange hahaha.

2008-10-28T17:07:00.001+08:00

i feel like an obese person screaming that exercise is good.

bad example, not? anyways.

2008-10-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

first day of extended studies. wasnt that bad. had breakfast in avt, then read this ultra 'turning on' book all about this girl and sex (the book is really explict lol soh kept going on and on about erect, express recess in 3 minutes (cos only 2 stalls were open and everyone chiong ah), math IR taught amanda and continued reading, bio sit there and cut potato. wow IR is productive!

I WANT TO WATCH HSM3. CHER GET WELL SOON WE'RE WAITING FOR YOU! :D

2008-10-22T19:28:00.003+08:00

did i mention that i ate three whole huge bags of chips yesterday. one ruffles, one lays, and twisties. which led to me feeling hell fat today! haha omg i woke up and thought that i could roll wth..

we bridged like crazy in class today. lol and towards the end of the day we finally said "omg i think i'm finally getting sick of bridge i thought this day would never come lol". but we bridged more again after school. brainless day.

had bio spa mock o levels exam. yeah right some exam lol i was talking to nava the whole time. i didnt really get what the experiment was about.. so crapped around what i thought would be logical to happen. lol my results were like perfect okay my graph had a super straight line ooh. anyway i missed out some major step and asked nava to give me her results and she was like "oh. (3 seconds later) OH f! i didnt do that too. hahaha." damn funny.

anyway it's already wednesday and i havent visited cherlyn! (i'm so sorry cherlyn) i want to go visit her and set up that pulley system and send things up to her (:

and. i want to buy a pumpkin. and a crab :D and torture charcoal. and go to changi! and lots more la i lazy type out hahaha. and distract myself from this brainless pathetic life i'm living.

2008-10-20T18:33:00.004+08:00

just finished hot shot ep 13.

omg i was like having a crying marathon. 4 parts of the show, so 4 sessions of just weeping in front of the computer with 3 intervals. omg how embarrassing. but the show was so sad! i feel so sad and injustified for practically everyone in the show. next episode there's wuzun! like finally~ (:

no school today, crashed kim's house (: we ate, watched dvd, played cards, etc la. omg her house it like an entertainment centre okay we spent like one hour going through her central dvd cupboard, and there's still 2 more cupboards, 6 drawers, and another ROOM more of dvds!! and thats not even starting on how many books she has. haha. and there's still her cat (who's quite scary now i think), her can-slide-down staircase, witch-neighbour, has-12-dogs-neighbour, and piano, xbox (which she kinda re-realised again today that it existed in her house lol) and tons of food. kim how can you get bored in your own house?! haha i want to camp overnight (:

You Should Be a Skeleton

You are seen as funny and wacky. You enjoy being the entertainer.

You see Halloween as a big party, and you love every costume and decoration.

You don't get all that scared on Halloween, though you wish you still did!

You love anything gruesome or horrifying. You definitely have a fetish for the macabre.

What Classic Halloween Costume Should You Wear?

singapore should celebrate halloween. but i guess we dont cos when someone dresses up as a witch people would call the police reporting a mad person on the loose. or when we dress people's front doors with toilet paper they're sue us for harrassment. aiya.

2008-10-19T11:04:00.003+08:00

yeah sure it's so easy to overlook 6 As when there's one C and 2 Bs. it's been three fking days already okay. my math sucks. i get it. my english is a sucky B. i get it. what the hell do you want me to do drop amath? take tamil?
it's that low drumming inside my head. and people ask me why i take panadol. ha.
[edit] my brother went to popular and got this freaking huge penknife. OMG it's like the size of my pencil case la what the hell does he want to do with it?!?! haha i think i'm developing a phobia for penknives la.

2008-10-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

all results back-
eng- 67.1
emath- 74.8
amath- 54
chi- 67.2
bio- 71.5
chem- 70
geog- 80
lit/ss- 77
mep- 72.9
L1R5- 11.

alright! (: emath is gross look at the 0.2 ): english and chinese about the same standard o.O amath is damn sad :/ anyway. i'm not allowed to complain am i. but.. oh nevermind haha.

my day has been relatively pleasant. haha. i feel the tiredness setting in. 3hs of sleep yesterday okay that's improvement. (: my house out of medication again does not help. it's a few more days to the return of cher! :D woah 20days mc pro seh get well soonnn! hahah i want to go to her condo and disturb her.. "hey cher!! set up a pulley system!!! throw down a baskettttt" ahahaha. imagine how absurd it'll look. how embarrassing. haha but apparently she's so bored she sends 10 messages to amanda talking to herself. lol poor thing.

are you okay? yes
are you fine? yes
am i fine? yes
seriously.. it's taking a huge amount of willpower just not to curse out in school everyday.

2008-10-16T20:16:00.002+08:00

not all scars show
not all wounds heal

i'm so tired! got 2 hours of sleep the day before cos of some stuff to do and 2 restless hours ytd cos of other stuff just running through my head. so i'm super tired. took some panadol today morning got a little more floaty and less agitated and i guess i managed to get through school haha.

the school hall is freaking hot. it's like sitting in a sauna in there. sweat non-stop. and the floor is hard and dirty omg. anyway got 2 papers back today- geog and emath. geog was fine emath is okay i guess but it's sickening cos i want that half mark! oh man -inserts a sulky face. i'll post all the results tmr i guess when lit ss and chem comes back.

played bridge and snap jack in class with manda weili and gladys it was super funny. kim was beside manda reading 'damaged' damn fast. (by the way damaged is a book about this abused 8YO girl who was raped by her family. omg sick okay like literally the whole family.. dad, mum, old 'grandparents', 'uncles' and 'aunties' screw them.) anyway the games were super funny! hahahaha i swear gladys' reaction is ultra slow. LOL. and amanda keeps combing her hair and pushing up her specs that her reaction is sometimes slow too. hahahaha

2008-10-15T17:12:00.002+08:00

my results are depressing. i'm really sickened with myself.

2008-10-14T19:17:00.004+08:00

i swear, my life has been totally productive man! not. haha. but anyway it's fun. just stoning and slacking.

ikea wandering about today. haha yes just lazing about on the sofas and beds there, hugging and transporting the soft toys from one end of ikea to the other, bridge, eating hot dogs and curry puffs and meat balls and the lovely re-re-re-re-re-fill drinks haha. we were laughing about certain light designs that are super impractical, so huge that they block your tv. lol omg funny.

hopped to giant then and more strolling and fiddling with stuff. everyone screamed at me when i was happily poking the crab's eyes ): hello! doesnt everybody do that in your childhood haha. (i even made a crab run a marathon around the whole floor before my maid killed it -.-)

we played this virtual car driving around game, where we changed it and had a challenge to bang as many cars as possible before the police caught up to us. bonus points for a school bus lol. srsly, it was so funny!! HAHA crashing like nobodys buisness, screaming when the car crashes into a tree, figuring how to reverse, and to CREATE FOG. (the car is real lousy when you drive sometimes smoke comes out from everywhere, surrounds the car and the police cant see you.) so amanda kept screaming "MAKE FOG MAKE FOGGG!!" damn funny seh.

took shuttle bus back to pasir ris with petrina and we missed the interchange stop. lol so we kinda didnt know what to do and decided to stay on and go another round. late for piano lesson sigh my teacher still says i'm gonna fail the exam.

ytd ecp was fun haha. stoned, breakfasted, cycled (oh man i didnt get any tanner what is this man sigh), and arcaded like mad. the ddr machine was a little nuts so we kept getting the woman to restart and restart so in the end we got a hell lot of games lol. was resting and then this friendly foreign couple i was talking with came and gave us 11 more tokens. tian ah. i swear we ddr-ed like mad kim went home with muscle aches and all lol.

sun and sat were the ultimate stoning days. i thought i was gonna die of boredom :/ uh sun 12 hours on the computer and loads of sleeping and eating wow you cant get any more pig than me haha. oh and i wasted time bathing too cos there was nothing to do i think i took 3 consecutive showers or something lol. sat slept till 9, computer till 12, sleep till 3, stoned till 4, megalife till 8, slept. (: my god.

friday. was amusing. "want a cigarette?" "srsly f you" haha. i learnt about shishaaaaaaaa. uh no come on it's so ancient. oh yes elearning in the morning overslept, woke up late the moment i got online amanda started exclaiming for me to complete chem.

things i really want to try to do soon,
1) stop taking panadol for 4 days
2) go for at least one halloween event
3) double bike
4) stalk _ with friends haha.

for now goodbye 3 papers are out tmr ooh.

2008-10-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

got back chinese and mep papers today. i think those were my worst papers in the EOYs.

chinese 67.2
i know it's pathetic but it's already third best in class gosh. my compo was amazing, actually scored 38/50, which is legendary considering my chinese standard, and then minus 4 marks due to wrong words and so scored 34. still super pro okay! my oral marks were even more shocking, 34/40. honestly, i stuttered through the passage and the teacher was practically helping me through the conversation = talking to himself i try to slot words in. okay i love that guy thanks for the marks.

mep 72.9
good cos i thought i was going to fail with all the carnartic stuff. and my practical which i broke down 4 times and played mostly crap, passed. plus i passed with a B3 gosh i love the teachers thanks for the marks. but it's bad cos practically the whole class did super well, highest was 90.. which makes my A2 bad.

intensive revision is not really intensive.

2008-10-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

going to school today was a bloody waste of time i should have just ponned stayed home and slept. first 2 hours was spent stoning at the studio watching this female's football team- they're inspiration movie.. which was boring. next 1 hour was spent stoning at the basketball area watching the class play frisbee. congrats 3e4 on emerging second in our second half. recess bought food and stoned. then three bloody hours of intensive revision- CHINESE. for god's sake 3 hours?! squished on the avt's bench and stoned. teachers decided to let us watch a sad weepy show and it was so boring i slept through. and then went to video to stone for half an hour. then went back to the avt and stoned for 3 and a half hours throughout choir cos i cant sing anyway. WHAT THE HELL I'M WASTING MY LIFE AWAY. sickening shit.

bye. i'd like to pon school tmr but they're giving back papers. shit.

2008-10-07T22:16:00.003+08:00

walked all around town today with tan and the rest. omg! i didnt realise that we practically combed level by level of certain malls hahaha. and walked from like outram to orchard mrt station! o.o that's like walking from pr to tamp! xiao how did we manage to walk to much lol. arcaded at this super expensive arcade and played this really weird game of ddr. i think i still prefer the ecp arcade (: and we watched house bunny super bimbotic show ohmygosh seriously "hef is that really you over the phone? if it is blink one time if not blick twice. did you blink?" LOL. okay a total change from the movies i usually watch. but nontheless not bad i guess. haha. other than that, screaming in the rain (okay we didnt really scream), i ate a subway cookie and i'm even more convinced that putri's goth!

came home and relaxed. (: watched hot shot and cried like crazy and watched tv and laughed like crazy. school tmr and choir after that oh god save me. to the world: i declare that i'm still sick and coughing. ha ha.

2008-10-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! :D :D :D :D :D -whoops in delight!

math was fine. kept cursing the paper and my brain and the class clock cos everything seemed to move so slowly. haha. pure joy when it ended alright. hung around, then went to tm to catch a movie. amanda wanted to watch WALL-E for god's sake i nearly flipped when she told me that. LOL ancient amanda, ancient! ;) caught mama mia cos it was the most suitable timing haha.

DAMN FUNNY SHOW. seriously, everyone in the show was so spastic dancing and hopping around, it's impossible to laugh. haha. the songs are so catchy and addictive too, i didnt sing though. but the couple happily sang along.. off key. haha but anyway, here's how it generally is,

HAHAHA CANNOT STAND IT sibei funny omg. senior citizens hopping on around the island turning on old ah pehs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i was so scared they'd break a leg or something.. they aren't exactly young you know. (:

mm and then we bridged again. haha oh man the joy of sitting in the middle of nowhere and just playing cards leisurely. :D we played till it rained, met some jap kids who i swear was crawling all over the place they could just fall and kill me haha, and then walked around aimlessly (:

2008-10-05T12:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a bad day.

1) overslept
2) i woke up feeling extremely pissed with the world.
3) everyone at home was trying to _
4) _ called
5) my neighbour turned off his connection
6) my mp4 died on me (fk major crisis)
7) it rained in the afternoon
8) i took the wrong medicine (was in a rush so poured some medicine into my mouth and rushed out)
9) i saw _
10) _ called.
11) _'s words kept echoing in my head which is very sickening
12) _. omg shit.
13) i remembered yesterday night that i still had a math paper on monday.
14) i'm really really fed up with myself and _.
15) i lost my ability to lie fluently throughout the day (i dont know why but that sucked) and it got me into quite a bit of mess.

i took an overdose of all my medicine yesterday (minus panadol cos i'm taking panamol) and was totally knocked out the moment i hit my bed. oh screw it. i'm not turning on my phone till tonight so if you happen to read this dont message me? bye.

2008-10-03T18:27:00.002+08:00

guess! guess! did i go to school today to meet The Doom- geog paper?
...
..
.

hahaha yes i did. i was very sick. and dragged myself out of bed. wow sounds like i'm fighting in some war or something damn torturous. anyway i couldnt get past my nagging conscience and stayed up almost through the night to study the geog textbook cover to cover. plus geog workbook. plus the other geog textbook. thank god i lost my file lol.

um i think i caught about an hour plus of sleep. i kept coughing so couldnt really collapse and sleep, rather drift in and out la. haha. and by the way i couldnt drink my medicine cause it makes me drowsy. my goodness and have i mentioned how sweet it is?! i thought i could get diabeties la.

the paper was fine. i think. cool. haha. 90 minutes to do 2 questions, with parts a) b) and c) and further subdivisions with i) ii) iii) = super rushed. wah i never knew i could write that fast okay. from the very first minute i was so freaked that i was gonna have no time (last year i had no time it was damn freaky i felt so horrible and terrible and screwed after that i swore it'd never happen again) so rushed and rushed like mad. while writing i kept psychoing myself up: come on it's the last bloody 30 minutes. you can go eat macs after this~ you can pay bridge for 6 hours after this~ you can sleep after this~ you will permit yourself to watch hot shot when you get home~ wow. haha okay how lame.

accompanied cher to say goodbye to her significant other. (: yeah like me amanda kim standing there like 3 lightbulbs in a row. (okay fine according to cher, 3 lamp posts) okay maybe kim wasnt so extra. but anyway me and amanda kept goading cher to cry weep moan. and we realised that she could still visit kim anytime that she wanted HOR. (: then went to bubble tea place to bridge hardcore for a few hours. :D

and i came home. and i was so bloody tired. took my medicine. read a book. and slept. I LOVE SOPHIE KINSELLA. she's a bloody good writer very entertaining makes me LOL literally hahaha

2008-10-02T13:20:00.002+08:00

this post is boring.

tsk i feel very neglected now totally not cool >:(
):
dont blame me sick people are supposed to be temperamental.
oh fine it's an excuse.
but anyway i'm still stuck at home feeling like a loner.
-sulks.

anyway i just went to the doctors. didnt go on tues waited till today.. go fish guess why!
took 5 minutes to walk there. 5 minutes back.
stoned for my turn for 5 minutes.
waited for medicine for 10 minutes
saw the doctor for 1 minute. record sia.

"hello. i got uh a cough."
"okay any other ailments?"
"no."
-listens to my breathing for like 5 seconds
"history of asthma? allergies? anything else to add?"
"no. no. ya mc for tomorrow please"
"okay. bye"
"thanks bye"

ya. i think i saw him for about 30 seconds only. how lame. and on the way home i realised that the medicine he gave me was the same as the one i've been taking from the fridge. i think that one belongs to my brother. my parents were like,

"drink lor. at the most you'll only end up in the hospital"
"-.-"
and i havent got any better though i've only drank it twice.

and the doctor gave me paracetamol. ?!?!?!?!?! omg i really wasted my time going down. i mean come on isnt that the same as panadol omg this is so lame o.O maybe it's somewhat stronger that panadol.. in terms of dosage or concentration or something. but i think it's gonna be really ineffective. and another thing.. it says: DO NOT EXCEED 8 TABLETS IN 24 HOURS. ooh. which actually means that i'm not overdosing all you people.

bye i'm gonna continue studing for geog. still contemplating if i'm going for the exam tomorrow and just kill myself. (if i dont turn up i get a B overall for geog). i freaking hate geog.

2008-09-30T18:23:00.004+08:00

some things are obvious
but you dont have to say it out.
it's a delicate balance that's not good to tip
so let's stay in this little facade.
and.. you gotta bloody know your place in the food chain.

sunday the F1 racing on tv was too tempting, so i ditched my books and watched tv from the evening onwards. haha OMG! AWESOME RACE SO MANY CRASHES. i wanted hamilton and raikkonen to win, but unfortunately they didnt ): first i wanted it to rain cos then maybe hamilton can have some advantage over massa and get lucky like how he did before.

and then the tv commentator said there wasnt going to be any rain that evening. -.-

so then i wanted everyone else to crash! LOL. practically at every turn i was like crash massa crash hahaha. (okay no i hoped too that it'll just be a small crash no injuries luh) AND WHEN HE PULLED THE OIL PIPE OUT IT WAS TOTALLY HILARIOUS. wow seriously best man i've never seen anything like that happen before ahahaha. and his padded team mate holding the pipe started rolling on the floor, HAHA. tan called me 10 minutes later and she was so depressed over massa's gone-case-scenerio and i was still roaring with laughter. especially when they replayed the whole thing in slow-mo HAHAHA the team mate slowly falling and the car slowly driving off with the pipe flapping beside it ahhhhhhh so funny hahahahahahaha.

and the commentators were super funny too!
"we see loads of debris on the track.. dirt, twigs, and autumn leaves.."
HAHA what autumn leaves la i choked drinking water halfway.

raikkonen's case was really sad. alonso's a better choice to win cos anyway his points are so farrrr behind this win doesnt make such a difference hahaha (: so anyway,

chem was fine on monday. except that i had a lot of careless mistakes. many questions came out on the bonding structure thing, how it does/n't allow eg graphite to conduct electricity. so yeah write the same sentences over and over again.. super sian.

lit was okay. i practically wrote crap cos i had seriously no recollation of "the events that happened before this incident". i only remembered the pants. and i couldnt possibly write two whole pages about that right. haha so i write everything that i could remember -.- i even brought in atticus for god's sake how lame please and totally no link.

mep was total crap -.- throughout the exam i looked like this: o.O''''''' hahaha. there was one question on CARNARTIC! (sp?) i didnt even know what it meant before the paper..... wrote hindustani cos xy once wrote it before and we laughed at her for so long. haha yeah and i thought something that was composed in the baroque period was composed in modern -.- omg cheryl. that's like a lot of years of difference.

came home and watched the tuxedo. haha cos i rationalised that even if i studied that night i wouldn't be fresh and attentive for amath paper today. lol so watched and fell asleep (:

today's amath paper was crap!!! HAHA. i stare at the paper the paper stare at me. i attempt to work somethings out but obviously ended up with weird answers -.- i (N.A.)ed wrong stuff oh just slap me hahaha. forgot some formulas along the way like partial fractions (tell me who on earth forgets how to do partial fractions....?!) ya. hm. oh they gave us NINE pieces of foolscap paper. plus the question paper. and my detatched formula sheet, and all the pens and pencils and rulers around= DAMN MESSY. hahaha i had to take a few minutes to gingerly lift some papers around to hunt down my pencil and ruler for a sketch. HAHAHA seriously it's so lame.

AND NOW I HAVE TWO WHOLE DAYS OF HOLIDAY!! :D right. i have to study like mad for geog :/ two more papers to goooooooooooooooooooo :D D: :D

-inserts a worried face for my results-

2008-09-27T23:20:00.004+08:00

after the mad chinese and ss exams on friday, me amanda kim cherlyn hung around in school and video world to chill (: burning up brains cant absorb anything la. um stoned ate talked laughed bridged for 4 hours lol omg.

yesterday i woke up at 8, supposedly to study. i kept falling asleep, three times in total trying to study. noooo when i finally woke up at 2 i told myself "cheryl, if you fall asleep again you're gonna study in the toilet" ._. gosh i suck! tomorow's gonna be a killer, chem lit and mep. tuesday amath. wed and thurs break to chiong geog like mad (yeah i take core geog and havent even started studying for it yet omg i'm gonna die seriously) and friday geog paper. weekends should be quite slack cos there's only emath the last paper on monday! come on cheryl 10 more days 10 more days~

church yesterday the 06' camp pastor was there (who's name escapes me) but he was super funny. hahahaha yeah glad i went down he was really animated and made me laugh like every other minute. (: froze my ass off down there and janel lent me her jacket too (thanks!), and i kept threatening to poke her 10cm-long-blue-black-injury-which-she-got-from-cycling-at-pulau-ubin hahahah heh. okay no of course i didnt injure her further.

came home and watched tv like mad ): nooo whats the matter with me ugh tsk. gone in 60 seconds was so-so.. i didnt see the application of vanishing in 60 seconds being applied anywhere by the actors in the show. and then the F1 grand prix.

yeah you know you're been living like a hermit hibernating in your shell for the past few days/ weeks when you exclaim "oh look cool the F1 grand prix qualifying rounds are starting!!" no, you actually pronounce it as- the graun preeeeee.

obviously i'm like one of those hermits with my head burried in my freaking books hibernating and dying away in my study room >:( -moans. god i feel like such a loser................. (chants in my head: 10 more days 10 more days)

by the way massa qualified with the fastest timing yesterday night, (okay by now the whole world should know -.-) but anyway i really hope hamilton can really pull off something tonight and win. i mean, no offence, but look at their faces.

compare and contrast. can you seriously imagine massa being heavily sponsored and appearing on full paged advertisements in newspapers and magazines promoting brands like tagheuer? i dont know.. i guess i just dont see massa 'looking' like a winner. but i like ferrari cars (: so maybe the other ferari driver raikkonen can sneak up from behind them both and win hahaha. eh he's another good looking one okay!

hahaha goodbye.

2008-09-25T15:48:00.002+08:00

something worse than being sick is to be sick during the exam period.

i think i nearly died during the bio exam today. the more i did the paper the harder it was to breathe and i was fluctuating from hot to cold body temperatures. woah can totally relate to the paper and whatever emphysema questions man hahaha.

thankfully there was not much on respiration questions which i actually have pathetic knowledge on. was supposed to study and memorise yesterday but couldnt cos i was just hibernating and dying on my bed. ya good news i didnt take panadol cos i dont think it helps with fever reducing stuffs so yeah. ya and then i took PANAMOL. hahaha some brother of panadol or something it's damn strong. i think it's some short term immediate cure or something so i got well for the next two hours and i crammed good chinese phrases and bio stuffs into my brain. haha.

anyway although i did the bio paper i dont think i'll do well and THAT SUCKS.

chinese was.. as normal? ultra reliant on my dictionary i think the teacher must be amazed.. at how i can write with one hand and flip through with the other at a really fast rate.

english paper one was fine. i think. but the teachers may not like the story cos teachers have no compassion. anyway i wrote about some "inspirational story" thing and after writing i had so much time i re-read through it and psychoed myself that it was amazing~ yeah right hahaha. anywyay it rained and i was shivering like mad. it was something like this: -write.. write.. shiver.. shiver.. stone etc.

paper two was.. i dont know. seemed okay but maybe there's some pun somewhere haha yeah schools like to mess with your brain.

ss and chinese paper two tomorrow. ooooooooooohh. need to absord ss and read my ke ben. and sleep so i can get better. bye the exams are gonna be over in 11 days oleh!

2008-09-24T16:56:00.002+08:00

hi i'm officially sick.
very sore throat, headache,
ultra weak and burning hot..
but feeling cold.
i tell you i cant even write words on the paper properly o.o
HELP.
omg there's bio tomorrow
and i'm supposed to be studying ss now
but just woke up from 2 hours of sleep.
O.O
by the way exams just started today.
this is badddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ugh.

2008-09-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

hahahahaha. i'm not getting anywhere in my studying and my fingers are itching to type on the keyboard! :D we should srsly do our exams online you know type fast dont hurt your hand muscles that much. hahaha okay if you're not for game for lame brainless posts STOP READING THIS POST HAHA COS IT'S GONNA BE REALLY BRAINLESS.

i tell you i tell you. i stayed back in school today with kim amanda cherlyn TO STUDY! ya right we went to eat, then tried to find teacher, then went to class, then went out to find teacher again, went toilet, studied, i listened to my player, fell asleep, talked and laughed like crap. hahahaha okay NO THAT'S NOT GOOD!

AT 1.07AM MONDAY MORNING I WAS ON MY BED AND I REALISED THAT FREAKING GEOG EXAM IS IN 17 DAYS TIME AND MY STUDYING IS ONLY UP TILL MY COVER PAGE. ZOMG JUST SLAP ME!!! HAHHAHAHAHA SHIT WHAT AM I DOING. i srsly thought i still had one month left?! o.o damn.

THE MADNESS STARTS IN TWO DAYS TIME WHOOOOOOOOOOOO. COME ON FYE'S I'M READY FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. not -.- hahahahahaha

2008-09-21T15:57:00.003+08:00

hi. so Bob Sorge came down and spoke at megalife yesterday. when he started i thought he sounded like the Joker from Batman. i was searching my bag for a pen before he started and when he said his first sentence i was literally so scared that some joker came back to life or something that i froze midway for like 3 minutes. okay but really he was not bad la.

anyway my brother is so lame. cos at home i'm on my player almost the whole time, so when he tries to call me i usually dont hear, then yesterday he got really fed up and stormed over to me,

"oi you know i call you so many times??!?!?!"
"cant hear you."
"you dont listen to your mp4 la!!!"
"i like."
"then how am i supposed to call you"
"uh. obviously i cant hear you but still can see movement right. so you wave your hands in the air or bounce around or something it'll get my attention"
"oh."
and that's just really so nice.
ya and minutes later he stands 2 metres in front of me and does an elaborate tribal dance -.- seriously it's so lame. he might as well have brought pom poms and did some cheerleading dance.
you just dont know how much it means. (:
i'm so bored out by my mountain high of books i'm supposed to absorb like a sponge into my surounded-by-a-fog brain. wouldnt it be nice if information could just diffuse in wow cool seh. bye i cant wait to watch 2 fast 2 furious later at 7pm.

2008-09-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

[starts ranting]
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
mep practical today and it was like shit.
LIKE SHIT OKAY.
my fingers became retarded and totally played nonsense.
4 breakdowns. not even starting on the mistakes.
you cant get worse than that man.
sick shit! ARGH.
>:o( [/ends ranting]

on a much lighter note, lessons before the mep practical was really funny. i tell you she's super backdated! haha

(we somehow ended up on the topic of this really offensive hand sign)
"what does that mean?" gladys
"hahaha omg you dont know? ask cyn (:" me
"cyn! what does this mean?"
-after some time cyn finally says
"okay la it means f you."
"f you? .............. you mean like f you with the at the back the u and the c and the k?"
"HAHAHAHA YES la"
that was hilarious, and duh i started laughing like mad with cyn and fiona.

and then after a while of still laughing, i decided to be retarded and gave the woody woodpecker's laugh.
"hahaha-ha-ha hahaha-ha-ha hahahahahahahahaha" me
"OMG! I KNOW THAT LAUGH!" gladys
"yes haha identify it"
"i know i know. it's some cartoon character right!"
"yeah -repeats the laugh"
"I KNOW! IT'S PIKACHU!!"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ARE YOU MAD. childhood deprived ah HAHAHA"

omg gladys is damn funny (:

okay i'm very tired gonna hibernate for now and wake up later.

2008-09-18T19:53:00.003+08:00

HI! today was ultra funny. bought 4 macs in the morning and looking like a pig walking to class with joy. yeah and gladys also brought so much food today so we were seriously like having A BUFFET! yay.

lessons today were bearable. good news: i got 4 hours of sleep yesterday night.. so my total hours of sleep since monday is now at 9 hours! cool seh good good (: and yeah people i know say the weirdest funniest these days,

(my mum comes home from work she works in a bank)
"wabiang. today the stock market like lao sai okay."
"HAHAHAHA"

(attempted talking to gladys the day after lehman crashed)
"eh you know the lehman brothers right.."
"what's that! a band?"
"omg you're ultra ancient hahaha"

yeah and other random stuff. anyway here's what i did with random people today during lessons,

tada. this ^ is the head prefect, aisyah. yes she's in my class wonderful prefect haha (: it's was damn funny pasting all the stickers on her and she's completely oblivious hahaha. there's, 'I PHOTOSYNTHESIZE', ' I LIKE THONGS :D', 'I AM GOOD AT WEN HUA!', 'I HAVE A CELL WALL!', 'I AM MAS SELEMAT IN DISGUISE' HAHAHAHAH BEST.

i know the midget's rachel, and ahh forgot who's the loser supposed to be haha

okay this is like super ancient i kept telling myself to upload it but procrastinated for so long anyway here it is! choir comm talking to the choir hahaha yes it's great being in the comm

mep composing coursework today. yes cos i'd pre-composed (nearly died okay can puke blood seh) was stoning after like one hour. fiona best la half an hour start swiveling around. haha so like during the exam was.. stoning, listening to my song over and over again, talking to fiona softly, kept smiling at people, fooled around with sybellius (it crashed on me three times okay lousy tsk), and randomly adding more and more dynamics to my song. gosh before i nearly handed up my song,

"eh fiona what does sfz mean? i randomly added it to my song something like suddenly loud right?"
"uh i think it means suddenly forcefully.. with force la"
"what?! with force o.O my song is some kind of depressed song how to have force suddenly la O.o"
and got cherlyn to help me change hahaha. and missmep was helpful kept telling me do stuff so i can get more marks.

okay and as i was walking home today i walked past this car in the middle of the parking lot and.. and there was a threesome going on omg disturbing! hahaha okay goodbye.

2008-09-16T18:02:00.003+08:00

hahahahahahaaha i got about 3 hours of sleep yesterday! hibernating at my study room table and then at 130-2 i was like omg what the hell am i doing shouldnt i be sleeping o.o and yeah how lame hahaha. and i didnt sleep in class! think got super high by gladys' suger thing she brings to school every day gosh i'm gonna get diebetes *gasp*. okay so anyway, I'M THE INCREDIBLES.

yeah totally man cos i dont sleep as much as i do! :D okay lame haha

amanda said the most hilarious thing of the day today during the bus ride home. (eh why did i take the bus?! i dont like taking the bus it's tooooo long)

"oi i was from a mixed school in primary 1 to 3 okay!" cherlyn
"OH. YA. I KNOW WHICH PRIMARY SCHOOL YOU CAME FROM.. CHINESE OPERA PRIMARY SCHOOL RIGHT!!" amanda
o.O -the rest of us-
"OPERA ESTATE PRIMARY SCHOOL LAH! WHAT CHINESE OPERA"
...
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG AMANDA CHINESE OPERA?!?!?!"

ya cao funny okay.

anywayyyyyyyyy i realise my computer has loads of internet browsers! HAHA. internet explorer, mozilla firefox, safari, opera, maxthon, amaya (omg what the hell how did i get amaya O.o how weird) hahahahahaha okay whatever this is so lame. for the record i use firefox generally and safari's private browsing sometimes :D :D :D

okay i'm really high right now. must be cos of this weird drink i drank just now. randomly got it out of the fridge i think it contains alcohol.. it stinks but tastes not bad haha. OKAY I NEED TO STOP CRAPPING BYE.

anywaysssssss i have to compose a song on thursday for mep and for god's sake! i cant freaking compose!!! >:o( blah.

2008-09-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

i realise that i've been without sleep for quite some time. no really, for the past few nights i stare up into my ceiling and stone till the time my alarm rings. o.O yes i know it's weird i feel slightly dazed but fine otherwise.

oh and i feel floaty too. no that's not good i suspect it's cos of the alarmingly high panadol intake hahaha seriously i think the owner of the shop is gonna stop selling me panadol :O

chem lit geog ss mep- ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh can i mention again how much i hate the exams.
"half your L1R5."
"HELLO do you think that's freaking easy."
okay my life currently sucks like big time it's seriously irritating. i hate it when i have to unplug my player from my ears and charge it. whole load of bullshit. very uneasy tension.
goodbye.

2008-09-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

i went to sleep at about 12 yesterday night and for some weird reason i couldnt sleep -.- plugged in my player and at 1 i still wasnt asleep. so i stoned and stared at my ceiling. when my maid came to wake me up today morning i was still stoning at my ceiling o.O wow okay.

so today was was really tired. but amazingly i didnt sleep in class hahaha. okay i'm focusing and trying to take lessons with a more positive attitude now and it's kinda effective? hahaha gladys brings lots of food and makes my day! and food allows you to concentrate :D

anyway i realised that quite a number of my teachers are christians throughout the week. that's quite weird okay not in a bad sense but.. aiya just weird. so me and amanda were just talking about how weird it was hahaha, and everytime another teacher kinda declares that he/she's christian we'll go omg. lol,

".. class, you know the night before the crusifiction of Jesus.." mrslit
"one more" me amanda
".. that time my church friend.. " mrsamath
"eh one more"
"CLASS! ASK AND YOU WILL RECEIVE. SEEK AND YOU WILL FIND. KNOCK AND THE DOOR WILL BE OPENED!!" mrchem
"omg. him?!?! gosh one more"

ya weird right. haha what's with all the faith declarations by teachers in class.

okay note to self:
english-
math- angle reasons, buy a freaking curved ruler
amath- double angle, memorise all formulas, recap
bio- nutrients, effects of smoking, carbonic anhydrase thing.
chem- structured questions, acids and bases, salts, PT
geog- EVERY FREAKING THING
lit- everything
ss- SEQ planning
mep- EVERY FREAKING THING

right. that's a lot to study >( damn no time seh.

cool clip nice song. inspirational.

i got macs sausage mcmuffin craving.

2008-09-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

they're the talent 08 man! ftw all the way haha i really love them great performances. (:

haha gladys says the weirdest, lamest, funniest and most random things to me during lessons when it gets really boring. HAHAHA. here's an example,

"eh cheryl. you know i watched this show before, and it was really cool. there's this handle and the guy turns it round and round and the light goes on and off. and on and off. and on and off. and the next morning it still goes on and off."
"o.o oh. okay."
-2 minutes later i realised how really lame that was-
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA what kind of story is that?!?!?!"
and laughs for the rest of the lesson.

i got back my lit results today 19/25 amazing~ i dont really like to kill a mockingbird. but failed my ss project so ss pulled my combined marks down. AND anyway i counted my L1R5 and it's freaking pathetic cant get into any good JCs i might as well go to ITE -.-

i think the sound of piano and flute doesnt go well together. why do composers create accompaniment & duet pieces? oh well haha.

2008-09-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

i cut my hair yesterday.
AND MY HAIR SUCKS! BIG TIME!!! ): ): ):
i need to wear a tudong.
and i want to hibernate in my bed for two weeks till my hair grows into something more acceptable.
my. hair. is. gross. ): i'm so sad ugh.

anyway first day of school term 4 today. (screw my hair) it didnt start off well. cos the uncle at the magazine stall had no change for my 50 dollar note which i wanted to buy an 8days magazine. and then it rained for 10 minutes i hate the rain. haha then in school quite a number of people were suffering from post-holiday blues. high people like amanda were stoning today gosh so rare hahaha. gladys kept falling asleep beside me when usually it's me who does that.

okay but lessons weren't that bad. i still cant get double angle, geog not studied and chem is dying! gosh i need intense crash course! o.o

english- stoned with amanda eating and messaging and laughing. haha and we received our mid years (-.-) compre which i did pathetically for :/ walao like my chinese scored higher than english please gosh.
math- sharifah asked me to show my answer on the screen and cos i didnt do i took gladys' answer. haha and then she asked gladys to explain 'my answer', so it was quite funny haha.
amath- oooh amath. what i doing huh?
geog- stone. turn round and round on my chair.
chem- was sian to the max. first goh asked the class to stand up cos he was having mood swings. so you see people at the back sitting on their tables. and then he forbids people to go to the toilet. so you see people crawling out of class HAHA. and then he makes us sit and people fall asleep.

and then cos i put my phone on my table, and then my file on my phone, and then my bag on my file, i think i accidently called a few people it's so paiseh. ya thankfully i didnt snore or say weird things in my nap hahaha.

oh yes. and i was chionging theory throughout the day.

bye i'm gonna watch lan qui huo :D whoohoo and btw i killed 4 of my brother's snails muahahaha.

2008-09-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

my blog's dead i killed my blog but anyway..

I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS
1) wake at 9
2) eat 7 meals a day
3) stone
4) study. walao i have 3 new bibles man- bio chem geog tsk.
5) nap
6) watch tv the whole evening
7) play computer in the afternoon
8) play
9) piano
10) sleep at 10! (:

i have a life la. apart from the above of course got the random going outs hahaha. like today airport t2 and t3 freezing shivering studying eating (god the fats). uh got beeped at (-.-) for trying to.. do sth not very right in the airport (heh) and uh koping sweets from candy empire hahaha cool. sending off carmen ): dear carmen i'll miss you enjoy yourself and do well in LA!

i really like america's got talent :D so awesome the black duo nuttin' but strings. neal boyd was really inspiring and mary bly was FUNNY HAHA- "dont let her go near the edge!!" LOL disturbing but funny. hahahahahahaha. clips all really worth watching (maybe the 80YO woman not really haha) so yeah go watch.

anyway something really random my brother's keeping SEVEN snails in the house right now it's freaking gross i swear i'm gonna kill all of them one fine day. i poured pepper all over one of them already but it didnt die. o.O?! tsk heh try again yo. (:

hi so you're alive. what more should i say?

2008-08-25T18:10:00.002+08:00

and once again it's that fucking feeling of being betrayed.
and once again tears are just falling like so many times before.
you just want to see me burn and die dont you.
you're no longer worth my tears.
you. are gonna go down on your knees eventually.
seriously, fuck you.

2008-08-24T10:22:00.002+08:00

hahaha the past 2 days have really been super eventful and very fun.

friday jurong island. yeah everyone says it's super boring and actually the place itself is seriously boring. but! the bus journey there was fun. haha bridged, sang songs, played mad games, made a hell lot of noise at the back, and generally just sat and laughed.

the place had aircon thank god. thought it's super ulu or something that there's no aircon.. toilet.. dustbin that kinda thing? like turn your rubbish into oil~ haha the seats were quite amusing. like a whole row of humps soccerball like looking thing where you bounce on top of. lol. yeah so the speaker was in front talking and the back row was bouncing lol. the mimicked mrgoh, cos he was sitting so straight with his arms folded, so the whole row kinda copied whatever he did kinda shit? yeah that kind of zi high nonsense haha.

the whole exibition area was small and.. boring. haha invented own games: who can run around this area 5 times asap! stepping on random stuff on the floor. and just walking around and laughing. then we went to find the tunnel. which everyone said it was the best thing in jurong island.

yeah right. it was so tiny i could barely see it o.O crawled through one time and.. uh looked at fossils and nearly died of lack of ventilation in there. hahaha so sat at the end of the tunnel and smacked people's heads with paper. lol.

AND THEN. THE JOKE OF THE DAY. HAHAHA. we were randomly cruising around the place. when gladys behind me suddenly went "omg! this thing can walk through!" (her expression was of complete excitement) runs towards the display. BANG. her whole body totally crashed into a glass panel. i had a perfect side view okay gosh. the nose was literally flattened. and she bounced off it with a completely to-die-for bewildered face. hahahahahahaahahahahahahaha i'm sorry gladys but it's really super funny. we went to inspect the glass and there was her face mark there LOL. literally ROFL for one hour.

and then at some other end of the exibition fiona tripped on some knee level glass display, where she apparently ended up looking like a lever, rolled over, and sat down. LOL gosh another half an hour of laughing. omg so funny seh!!

bridged on the way back home. made even more noise, played wacky games, kept visiting amanda for food haha, and yeah. jurong island was funny :D

saturday yesterday tuition in the morning. my teacher got so fed up with me cos i had forgotten the basic stuf about trigo like some basic angle shit and he was so exasperated when he went to get notes for me tan and i were trying not to lol. haha. aiya i lost my amath book 3 weeks ago and havent borrowed a new one (no i'm not gonna buy i'm so broke -.-) so my amath learning has stopped lol.

kbox with some people and the 2 birthday girls! technically it was gladys' birthday, haha. paid 17 and we got to sing from 2-7pm. gosh really sing till siao lol. woah the room we got was HUGE. like you can start running around inside, and we got so high just enjoying the room we were like hopping on the sofas. sang really zao xia-ly, bridged, sat and laughed at nothing in particular, freezed our asses off, danced (lmao) to certain songs, and kept pestering the people for our food. hahaha my chinese improved man!

and i went for cell after that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA!

2008-08-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

it's thursday. thursday.

i'm allergic to homework.
amath screws with my brain.
nothing from school gets to me.

this year's mass dance is the steps for reach out for the stars, the ndp song. that is lame, really. okay wait when were mass dances not lame. sat and fooled around with some people at the back, while the rest were uh.. reaching for stars.

this week's izhoukan is cool. yeah just that it's in chinese, haha. so gladys coursed me thru it. i love lan qui huo and phelps. (:

"omg"
"whatever fuck"
hahaha.
that was probably the most random uncalled-for swearing i'll be hearing this week. lol.

i seem awfully broke this week.
my earpiece is spoilt. i'm music-less. i need new headphones. or perhaps a new player.

2008-08-19T16:40:00.003+08:00

one and a half hour bridge marathon in class today. bliss.
watched hot shot after school today. bliss.
apart from that, everything's crap.
i'm totally not motivated. bye.
sleep.

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

2008-08-18T18:24:00.003+08:00

Yes I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him
I’d lie

my day:
amath- read about phelps and bolt in the papers
geog- copy chem workbook homework, sort out chem file.
chinese- read 8 days
recess- bridge
emath- read 8 days
chem- pon. went to find the hot uk guys/ snacking/ toilet/ bridge in 3e3 till prefect noticed
english- bridge and stone

screw school. apart from my friends that really make my day, it's freaking boring. anyway there were like 50 people in the class today. around 41+ china exchange students+ uk band people. gosh.

screw home too. i swear for the next one week i'm gonna come home and listen to my mp4 till i sleep. ^%(%(*&@. stop fking assuming.

2008-08-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday night was weird. i couldnt sleep properly. gosh maybe i got insomnia. as far as i can remember i was staring up into my ceiling.. stoning, thinking of stuff.. practically the whole night haha. okay then fell asleep properly about 530 plus. dragged myself out of bed at 1045 to watch phelps get his 8th gold! :D haha he is the bomb swim so fast total pro-ness man. and that's not even mentioning how he gets hearts racing the moment you look at him aw (:

anyway bolt is super cool too! he practically jogged across the finishing line and by 80m he was already celebrating his win hahaha. he is the number two bomb! :D

oh and service and cell yesterday. met dory before service for followup. ya i was being a super extra stoning there -.- haha gladys and weili came for cell. poor gladys reached home at like 1145 i feel very paiseh heh. (:

bbq today carmen's farewell party! ): yeah it's really sad that she's leaving.. she sits diagonally behind me and goes really high with dhivya sometimes and they both burst out in random laughter and it's really hilarious hahaha :D overall it was very fun! met some people at mrt station and figured our way there by chance. then cos we were kinda early we tried to help start the fire and was really pathetic in the end baizurah had this brainwave and started spraying perfume (cos it's flammable) and got the fire bigger! HAHA. and we had nice tasting & smelling food.

told ghost stories, played volleyball (no i actually cant hit the ball for nuts lol), monkey, H2O, ate the nice food, walked into the swimming pool loads of times to retrieve the ball (HAHA AND AT ONE POINT GLADYS SLIPPED AND FELL INTO THE POOL IT WAS ULTRA FUNNY =X). cool! hahaha

caught the table tennis match. singapore second! :D yay hahaha already very pro la congrats. was screaming at the tv for the first half an hour cos the singapore's first player really ah. either kept hitting the net if not the ball totally flies out of the table. there was one time she shot up la o.o

anyway then gave up and chilled haha. AND I LISTENED TO THE COMMENTATOR cos so many people smsed me to rant that he was really pathetic. HAHA and YES HE WAS RIDICULOUSLY LAME LOL.

-talks about the china pro player zhang yining-
"but she has her benevolent side too."
"she sponsers a panda at the zoo......"
"and it is actually quite near our hotel! we must visit it later"
o.O HAHA wth.

-jia wei playes badly-
"and now we see li jiawei shaking her head in disappointment"
"she must be thinking.."
"WHAT SHOULD I DO"
(starts laughing at himself)
LOL how would he know la!

-ball shoots out of court-
-the spore player wang yue gu climbs over the blur barrier to retrieve the ball-
"and we see the singapore player doing some hurdling here.."
"hahaha"
O.O HAHAHAHAHA OMG HE'S SO DUMB.

yeah so i kinda just focused on listening and laughing like mad to the commentator. LOL lame.

i think china's player zhang yining is so cool. poker face seh no expression even if she's winning or losing (: she's the number three bomb! loll.

i love the olympics :D :D :D

2008-08-16T14:05:00.003+08:00

tuition today morning. at 1000,
"eh cheryl phelps is swimming at 1010 today right."
"omg."
"TEACHER!"
haha so tan and i troop off to watch tv in the middle of tuition.
so exciting man! but we weren't allowed to scream or make noise.
phelps 7 golds! :D ftwwwwwwww. tomorrow with 8 haha.

anyway congrats to singapore's table tennis! haha tmr with china and we're gonna die but never mind i'll watch it over dinner.

"cheryl did you hear our table tennis has got silver now?!" mum.
"yeah"
"and tmr they'll be against china for the gold?!"
"yes. but we sure die one."
"no. come on i want them to win then the president will declare a national holiday. and i'll have no work!! :D"
"o.O"

hahaha man working people are sure desperate.

and anyway 100m mens finals tonight 1030pm. bolt ftw haha.

2008-08-15T19:56:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY! :D

recess positioned myself in front of the computer and kept refreshing the olympics page to see concrete evidence that phelps got his 6th gold! :D haha cheapskate school no tvs. then spent lessons after recess cutting out his pictures (:

gladys and i have different peak periods where we actually can focus in class. hahaha so funny okay yesterday she was sleeping in chem and i was working like a cow and today it's vice versa. so it's really good cos we can help each other out lol.

choir sing till siao la. walao tired like crazy. bye goodnight i'm so happy it's finally friday haha.

ps. anyway i'm hooked onto another new song.
One Step At A Time- Jordin Sparks.
ultra cool it's so lovely and haha i'm listening to a clean song after so long.

2008-08-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

i failed core geog. :( :@ :/ :F >[ screw it la. walao i really dont wanna fail i stayed up the whole night before to study for it.?! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh. tsk.

my term 3 results.. are pretty bad. stuff that i scored high in midyears have dropped. and stuff that i didnt do too well in mys uh.. improved a little? suck la. how to tell parents my marks man -.-

i've kept all my house's medication away. just in case. haha. goodnight gonna vent my frustration in my dreams. maybe i'll be beating up the english banglah ohyeahh. (:

you'd never guess it, but you're keeping me going on. dont go, turn around.

2008-08-13T20:07:00.003+08:00

(: hello. this is phelps. (: up till now, he has 5 straight golds. he is so talented and hot. (: he's The One i've been obsessing about in class with amanda, all the way till choir with gen (:

anyway i failed my emath paper. hahaha yeah the one i didnt submit all my answer sheets -.-

"eh i got E8 la hahaha not bad sehh"
-calculates
"wa shit. F9 la -.- gosh hahaha"

bye back to tv i've caught the olympic fever :D and it's making me smileee (: and feel very fit.

2008-08-12T17:23:00.006+08:00

yesterday was a public holiday. hardcore stoning at home. eat, computer, two NC16 shows (which were really really pathetic, some psycho freak just going around killing people, and the other one was about a couple who.. who.. oh never mind haha) and loads of olympics. Michael Phelps ftw!! god he's hot.

uh school today. woke up as usual, left the house as usual. but bus 3 was late. yeah it's the bus' fault. (: madelaine was being nice and waited for me. and in the end we were both late oh well. our given reason was "the bus! broke down." haha.

there are some china people visiting and 3e4's got three! and their buddies are gladys, emily and aries which means that i'm surrounded by cheena people o.o and it's like having constant chinese oral when i atempt talking to them. very pathetic. but they're quite quiet actually haha.

bridged through english and recess. had to change the markers during recess. the teachers stole my freaking markers la tsk -.- i had 11 last month okay and today only left 3 gosh.

ngin gave back our papers during bio. i topped the class along with petrina haha wth unbelievable right yes i know lol. aiya but the marks are really not high.. maybe the class standard just dropped tremendously or something. yeah ngin went something like,

"okay and the top scorer from the class is.."
"aries!" me.
"sharifah!" me.
(ya come on man they're like geniuses. walking lightbulbs dictionaries textbooks you name it)
"cheryl!"
"huh?! O.o o.O O.O o.o"
so traumatizing. made me feel like i just grew another brain or something so freaky lol.
i turn to gladys "wa so scary cannot be la she read wrongly"
"ya, cheryl." ngin.
"oh my gosh"
"and also petrina (:" ngin.

haha and anyway 2 nice people's birthdays are coming on consecutive days! and we want to have a bbq haha agreed to help plan with some people, if birthday girls can make it (: ya and downtown east chalets are already fully booked (gosh) and when i google for "bbq pits" under the singapore category i get findings that have titles with "Have a Great BBQ in Bhutan!" hahahahaha wth siao.

2008-08-10T19:01:00.002+08:00

omg. a life crisis. nooooooo why cant things just run smoothly and not clash. megalife camp mission trip choir. SHIT.

tuition yesterday morning arrived at 1015.. actually it starts at 9, ends at 11. haha pathetic right. tan was not there was was being super loner. did like 4 questions, stoned, smsed a lot and left at 1045 haha shit so lame. get well soon tan!

arcade with a whole lot of people after that. haha so funny so many people came to church yesterday. grace and i were stoning at the traffic light waiting for amanda and then on impulse i turned to grace and said "omg. today.. got a lot of people come church ah." "omg. ya." "gosh so weird" o.o hahaha. ddr was pathetic everyone was dying haha.

ah, happy birthday singapore (:

cell today. jianmin lost her way so uh was very pathetically trying to guide her. "hello hello okay where are you? gosh i dont know where that is.. okay you just keep walking la when i see you i'll say hi hahahah" chandra and ca came over to eat after that.

anyway i think i overdosed yesterday (ah shit) and i couldnt sleep well yesterday night. like woke up every 30 minutes okay seriously -.- today i seriously felt like my head was flying away or something hahaha. at least there is no pain.

2008-08-08T17:52:00.004+08:00

that was enough to get me back to square one.

haha carnival day was fine. although it was really spastic in the morning being extras with Finding Wednesday, haha i think just being in this whole band event thing had more pros then cons ;) grace was cool with her life of the day- the electric guitar yo! i was practically drizzling in my kebaya. haha thanks bai for lending me! it was super hot okay ohmygosh. after i finally emerged from backstage it was like heaven lol.

then went to canteen to help the class uh sell food. haha okay actually i was practically eating more than selling haha. eh but i also got help okay. help cherlyn and lim twirl the malt candy! gosh one day i'll buy myself a tub haha. and it's so nice to eat. wow and the otahs were super good! what a pity they sold out so fast. i kept overcharging people so paiseh can. then when i start hobbling after the person she's gone.

okay after that went tm for the mummy with a bunch of people. haha on the bus there su kept telling racist jokes and li putri & i were lamenting about teachers. anyway, i digress. yesterday in class english period the banglah came into class again. stoning period, giving him the "what the hell are you doing" kinda face. then he got kinda fed up with the class i think and exclaimed,

"okay that's it. if any of you find me boring and want to leave the class please raise your hands and you can just leave. i will let you go somewhere else you please"
(i was thinking: mad ah. my table is so comfortable please. fan above me, food under my table. you can like move out yourself)
"if any of you want to sleep it's fine with me. i wont deprive you blahblah"
so duh at this point i put my head down and sleep.
three freaking minutes later he points to me, gladys nudges me, and he goes
"are you ill?"
i heard it as are you in. like in-to his freakishly boring lesson. oh and have i mentioned he munbles and expects us to hear him. so i say,
"no. not."
he then munbles something else. after each interval of 3 minutes he disturbs another sleeping girl again. so much for being fine with us sleeping man. what the hell. so i go back to sleep. how lame he's seriously &^%(&%&^$*^% zomg irritating.

anyway, Mummy was hilarious. it was good man though i have no interest in mummies actually lol. there were like two scary parts cos the sound effects were That good. like BOOM and i get so shocked that the fries in my hand like flew behind me. hahaha shit poor people. okay and then like the fighting scenes, where some skeletons of some refugees come back to life and wage a war against the undead, the people were like arm-less, and leg-less, and hopping crawling around. it was so damn funny amanda and i kept laughing like retards. ultra spastic okay! hahaha and then there were this part where the skeleton's head gets knocked off, and he starts feeling around for it in the middle of the very serious war. hahaha gosh so funny poor li and amanda i kept smacking them lol.

2008-08-07T18:57:00.002+08:00

i passed napfa! haha not bad results too (: all the running and jumping results deproved, but the rest i'm surprised that i could still mantain a certain standard though i'm super unfit now. haha anyway after all the sweating it all out yesterday,

i'm totally dying today. muscle ache all over please. my neck, back, arms, stomach, legs all aching. i'm like this old 80 year grandma especially when i'm faced with The Staircase. wa can die. anyway haha, i took 30 minutes to try get up today morning. like seriously, i woke up normally, like getting up in some sit-up format and nearly killed my stomach haha. the lay there like a paralyzed person and tried other ways to get up GOSH okay i'm so lame.

gladys and i were trying not to make each other laugh in class cos we were both aching like mad. haha oh gosh but it was pathetic la. we kept laughing like non-stop while trying to act like a stone, minimizing all movements so it'll be less pain. lol!

band ndp practice after school. i am going to sing and dance tomorrow. ah how embarrassing O.O then was drenched in the rain cos i had to hobble along and i was without an umbrella. haha rachel and i had a super tough time trying to reach the mrt station. we had to soak our feet in this huge muddy puddle while waiting for the traffic light to uh turn green. then so many other puddles that rachel tried to jump across and the water ended up splashing on me. hahaha and with my dislike for water, i was practially clutching at rachel desperately and squealing my head off. haha okay noo dont imagine me doing that.

currently a 1 for ss, haha cool. i think my bio, geog and emath are going to be really bad. okay i hope i'm not in remedial tsk. i dont like amath trigo proving it totally messes with your brain.

2008-08-05T18:39:00.003+08:00

school ended at 12 today! wow i'm slow. (: and only finally went to watch the dark knight today yes i know i'm really slow haha. nice show. those kind you really love if you're a die hard batman fan or movie marathon freak. okay really, the show was cool man. i think i left the cinema theater a little psychotic. and i swear i'm gonna be scared of clowns now.

anyway regarding the new integrated batmobile! (whatever that thing was) in the papers and magazines it looked a little interesting and uh a bit cool. HAHA but on the screen it's hilarious. totally unexpected. that motor- bike- thing. it erupted from his car and batman looked like he was clinging on to it for dear life. hahaha the two wheels look like he koped them from some lorry that he crashed while fighting. his long cape looked like it was gonna be caught in the wheels and he'll fly off or something. LOL cant stand it it's damn cartoon hahahaha. and then amanda who was equally amused,

"HAHAHAHAHA omg what is that"
"HAHAHAHAHA gosh!! its so lame"
"hahahahaha later if the machine breaks down he can start cycling like it's a bicycle"
"hahahahahh ya when petrol prices too high he can start peddling also"

gayshit. hahahaha

okay. napfa tomorrow. wa die seh i cant even climb up 3 storeys to my classroom without feeling breathless and faint and close to having a heart attack. eeeeeeeeeeeek. hahaa hope it rains?

2008-08-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

concert on sunday and the few of us kinda realised that we forgot to get a presents. so ran around the esplanade during the break and bought like biscuits that cost 35, and 4 pieces of chocolates that cost 13. fly money fly.

chinese oral today. i die. i cant converse coherently in chinese for god's sake o.o was stuttering over the passage and stoning for conversation. mind blank just throwing out certain points and repeating them. okay whatever.

amath returned today how surprising she usually doesnt mark that fast haha. anyway my amath improved by like a lot (: marks around 80 now and even if i get 0 for the next spring test i'll get an A1. haha how cool is that. chem is currently a pass with 50 (wah heng ah) and will still go higher with another section of marks. ugh come on pull the marks to a 55 pleasee. i dont want to be in remedial.

i have no life.
i'm sick of the state i'm in now.
i wish i could just cut pieces of it off.
i'm not being a very good example am i.
it's all so meaningless.

i want to eat chocolate cake.

2008-08-02T13:35:00.002+08:00

this is probably 0ne of the longest weeks in my life! gosh on tuesday i thought it was already thursday and then consulted the calender to find out otherwise. haha anyway i'm so glad it's finally saturday and that the term3 ca week is OVER :D

the exams were pretty screwed. firstly i had no time to study during the week cos there's such wonderful tv shows airing. 530- 630, 7-8, 9-10. hahaha plus all the random stoning and piano and extra lessons, i only start studying like from 1030 till 1130. pathetic! secondly i dont like studying. thirdly, i lost like all my notes, and had left certain books in school o.o so,

emath was super screwed. i had 3 pages of answers and only handed up 2. yes i overlooked 1 whole page which had hidden itself under the excess foolscap so all the marks there aren't going to be counted. shit how suay can i get so sad ): chem was pathetic, i dont know know what the questions are trying to ask me. paper was on monday and returned on tuesday (goh's mad) and very not surprisingly, failed with like a close to F9. hahaha what the. other papers like geog lit ss just write a whole load of crap till your hand feels like it's breaking off and then sit back and pray that you'll pass lor. okay la whatever i'll blog the overall results when they're returned haha (:

other random stuff about my week's life,
1) i have become a lot smarter lol
2) i havent talked to my brother for 8 days already and counting..
3) i ate a lot
4) geraldyn's bag breathes! HAHA IT'S SUPER FUNNY.
5) i had to go to the general office and write an irregularity report.
6) on friday goh was a little more psychotic and made half the class stand. by the middle of the lesson practically the whole class was standing. LOL i was the idiot goading others to stand up and walk to the front of class and say they cant see. hahahaha bet goh felt like an idiot.
7) amanda and i were eating Jack Daniel's liquor chocolate in class. no i didnt go high in fact i went back stoning. but gosh the chocolates were delicious! thanks tan (:
8) talking about liquor, my parents discovered that there's a lot of liquor in the house. and THEN my mum started cooking everything in liquor o.o like fish and vegetables. zomg a bit weird eh.
9) fop yesterday was surprisingly good. (: though i stoned and slept like half of the whole thing. yeah apart from parachute band it was fab. haha. i smuggled in like a 1.5L bottle of ice lemon tea in and the security person who checked my bag didnt even see it. -.- a bit cock eyed seh. reached home at 1240am.
10) read a whole lot of magazines this week. cleo was the funniest okay! *cough 33cm cough lol. crash-coursing the super ignorant amanda in the hall during assembly with kim, cherlyn was hilarious. aye i didnt know cherlyn was so polluted! ;D anyway amanda was uh.. excited haha.

2008-07-25T23:19:00.003+08:00

set up false pretense.

i love fridays. but they're usually super long. maybe i think too much of my bed & pillow & bolster. haha. i declare that i love my bolster. i should pack it with me to school and maybe school'll become more enjoyable haha ;D

welllllllll. mep ca after school. walao all the freaking studying for nothing ?!?! i think i'm gonna do super badly. maybe even fail. like for a 20th century piece i actually put it as romantic. wth. and describe the piece,

describe the melody: it is melodious.
describe the harmony: it harmonizes.
describe the orchestration: huge orchestra.

ya and it's 6 marks.

melody writing was no better.

1) i could hardly tell what freaking key it was in. so i guessed.
2) anyhow modulated in the middle of the score
3) i couldnt even sight sing to myself the weird melody
4) tkgs & tkss bands were playing scales and arpeggios. so i kept losing my Amaj key
5) the stupid bands started playing rasasayangeh.
walao that was the ultimate. i put down my pencil and stoned.

screw it la walao i suck at music hahaha. okay hope i get 50 (?!?!?! fat hope la?!)

uh then jeanette came into janacek crying cos alto one was punished. okay alto one it's seriously your fault stop talking so much.. talk at the right time when you wont get caught. yeah so i missed all the excitement doing the stupid mep paper. (_)

then straight to church for mission training. think the team's not bad haha. (: we'll see. my reasons for going are screwed i think. oh well whatever.

ca week's next week. i cant believe i forgot to bring home any books (??!?!??!!?!) oh shit.

it's not like i asked for a perfect.
just presentable.
how long must i wait.

2008-07-24T19:51:00.003+08:00

the day was so long. teachers stand in front of the class and i'm looking at the clock and the crawling second hand. i ate one whole tube of pringles in class.

i actually passed chem class test, wow and with a 1 too. thanks to all the people who crash coursed me, like chai and grace (: (goh cant teach for nuts) congrats to amanda who got an even higher 1! great job keep it up! :D

i am so freaking tired. honestly if i were to be reincarnated i choose to be a polar bear and i can hibernate in some igloo. and catch fish.

Song: Pictures of You- The Last Goodnight
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGmdoOP7E24

2008-07-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

i've scratched my phone one day after i bought it. great.

it rained! hurray i didnt have to run 2.4. the class had a freaking cockroach early in the morning. really woke me up. it was so funny! cockroach goes where the screams arise from that area. so it was like a kallang scream. i was sitting on classical's table/ chair and added random screams to the chaos. hahaha

ate twisties in class. oolala i can put my fats back on till week7 when i'll have to run 2.4 blah. okay and read gen's geek high for the first 3 periods.

paid weili 2 bucks and she did my overdue maths homework. yay. i attempted studying mep? no actually i dont know what i did. the time kinda flew past.

anyway mrs amath was prejudiced against me again. i was honestly sitting peacefully at my seat, looking at her.. i wasnt even stoning okay. and then she had to point out that i was not paying attention. hello for god's sake i was. hello zomg what is your problem i'm being a good student.

anyway was bored out soon after and used my phone under the table. nearly got confiscated by her."cheryl what are you doing under the table?" i drop my phone onto the file. "uh nothing?" gladys reaches under the table and takes it. (:

oh emath was funny too for 2 minutes. the lesbianic china scholar (that will be joining us till friday) suddenly said to miss emath who was walking past "teacher you are so pretty!" HAHA damn funny. and miss emath smiled which is.. a treat? haha.

cc training after school we bbqed ourselves in the sun. and i was trying to freak out the super cool cherlyn about mep ca. which is.. supposedly tomorrow for most. okay i'm really thankful that i have chem competition tmr which postponed the mep. i seriously think i'm not gonna do well. PLEASE LET ME PASS.

choir for a short while after that. haha 6 out of the 8 sls were mia. sick, sitting down, not even there. haha. sop 3 was dying la, rachel gen jianmin and i all not singing. hurray for shi bei :D

okay i'm very very tired. it's thursday tmr thursday tmr. i think i need steroids to hype myself up.

2008-07-22T23:25:00.007+08:00

FOREWORD: I GOT A NEW PHONE AND NEW NUMBER (: PLEASE COME AND EXCHANGE NUMBERS WITH ME AGAIN COS I'VE LOST ALL MY CONTACTS ):

chinese compo ca today and i didnt bring a chinese dictionary. ran around with kim trying to get one, thankfully bumped into dianne and she lent her her electronic one. problem is that i spent a whole load of time figuring out how to use it o.o haha thanks anyway. test not well done.

chem ca during recess and i didnt bring a calculator. ran into rachel and thankfully she lent me hers! haha crash course outside my class on how to use it. cool (: was do-able, but not well done.

used the last 10 minutes of my poor recess to find misstong. yay wonderful news i'm taking mep ca on friday. 24 more hours for me to study. then ate the lor mai kai cherlyn bought up for me in 2 minutes. i practically breathed it in.

dental after school. ya i removed my braces. cool. anyway had to open my mouth for so freaking long how tiring. and then i went to eat good food at crystal jade.

mep concert at 715. haha seriously went there just to watch jeanette and her 40 seconds of fame. very tired, fell asleep countless of times. especially the alumni performing part o.o zomg they performed for like 1 hour?! when they started, i fell asleep. when i woke up, they were still performing. fell asleep again and when i woke up they were STILL performing o.o okay they weren't bad but come on! it's too long! o.O sat in between two rachels who were so nice (: soh fed me food and covered me with her jacket when i was sleeping aww (:

and so reached home just at 1105. wa i'm so tired. i have to cram all my sec1- sec3 curent mep whatever-i've-learnt work in 2 days. and after that there's ss which i dont know what the hell the teacher was talking about the whole term. help.

2008-07-21T18:15:00.004+08:00

FOREWORD: I LOST MY PHONE. PLEASE DO NOT WASTE YOUR CALLS AND SMSES ON ME.

cross country cum zany green parade day today. i. was. running. again. why did i end up running ah thought i was supposed to take a leisurely walk with amanda! running with her is really spastic.

"amanda! run faster!"
"i'm dying."
"come on come on. i'll buy you an ice cream."
"okay!"

anyway it wasnt bad, cos loads of other people were walking, 3e4 got top second class! hahaha spaz. we won zany too! great job everyone :D

and then walked to macs. zomg what on earth made me choose to walk all the way to macs ah o.O maybe i forgot how super freaking long it takes. anyway too tired to collapsed at bk. i think it was a 7km walk! haha so today i cleared 10km.

went to this big arcade. that was actually quite ulu but the games there are really cool. ddr, played like 180, then 190, then 180, then 200.. and i died at 200. hahaha suddenly so many arrows wth. somemore got odd rhythm. rarrhh i shall try again next time.

cabbed back all the way home and rushed for piano. okay cool i'm super tired and smelly and sticky, and i need to study -.- i hope i dont sleep haha.

2008-07-20T11:22:00.001+08:00

my amath tuition teacher is a gay cheekopek.

studied with grace chem before service. we kinda listened to music, stoned, ate cake, talked, attempted chem questions. haha but it was not bad cos she's done the paper and yeah. she teaches well.. at least better than goh. it started raining around 4.

service. was. cough. sorry la maybe it's just me but i cant stand him. he's voice is like a drone and his deadpan lame jokes dont appeal. come on, who goes "are you guys excited? i am so excited." behaving like the Sir Stamford Raffles outside vch? ohmyg. i'm gonna change church after J2.

no, i dont enjoy being the '~~significant~~ other'. if you dont believe in me, what's the point of asking me to be a fking stand in? oh forget it.

somehow the more that i do now the more tied down i get.
i'm supposed to hold on
but what am i holding on to?
oh screw it.

2008-07-18T19:44:00.003+08:00

IT'S FRIDAY! YESSSSS *&^%^&)*&%&($ FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

amath was manageable today. teacher does one question, i attempt understanding it, turn to gladys for help, and understand it! hahaha (: bio test was returned today, i passed well! :D really surprising.

pi was boring, i kept falling asleep. like hello, they cut cake also we gotta witness o.o but anyway, CONGRATS AISYAH HEAD PREFECT AH! :D great prefect, doesnt book 3e4 for eating in class lol.

i blew my chance today again ): then again, it would be quite weird if i were the only ass there haha. next time soon (:

the thing that really ended off my day was talking to missmep in the workroom! (: (: (: killed so much choir time so ended up singing for a super short time. anyway very cool conversation on _. and the upcoming _. and the _ that will be there (i think)! hahahaha. and between two _ which i would pick. hahaha. AND THEN THERE WERE THE _ and OMG FINALLY FINALLY AFTER SO LONG i see _. :D :D oh man _! and when i came home i realised that there were _!! THIS IS WONDERFUL :D good luck filling in the blanks people, i think only tan can cos she was with me haha.

there's a lot of les people in my section o.o eeeeeeeeeee hahahahaha no okay i love them too. i'm straight.

goodnight i'm so happy i can sleep for more than just a few pathetic hours.

tan's refusing to bring for me the alcohol tsk. (:

2008-07-17T18:47:00.005+08:00

someone was telling me how cruel the 'silent scream' abortion video was. haha wrong person i'm a pro-abortion person. hahaha. at least i'm better than amanda who suggested another alternative to giving birth or aborting the fetus, was to have a miscarriage. "start rolling down the stairs. roll roll roll baby sure gone one" LOL.

i dislike teacher _. :/ easily agitated. unpleasing voice. screams into the microphone (then why do you bring a mic for man -.-) walking blob.

gladys is a really good desk partner buddy! (: haha smart and fun and she really tolerates me hee. emath teacher's teaching of the new topic was like me trying to learn alien language. thankfully gladys enlightened me haha. ya a lot of other subjects also got loads of enlightenment from her (: (: then during ss it was so boring, we started playing blackjack, bingo, strike out lines, paper football. HAHA she was being damn funny during the paper football game (you know the really lame game you use pencils and draw the ball around?) she started shooting towards her own goal. LOL. and then stuff like she being too agitated and pressing the pencil lead too hard it breaks. hahaha. and she brings fooooooooood! oohlala. yeah gladys rocks! :D

i on the other hand teach her really stupid things like how to solve rubik's cube and other non-IQ stuff. paiseh i shall self- improve haha.

nearly fell asleep in geog and assembly. so boring they're repeating stuff rarrhh. bbt after school with some people. lunched, bridged, crapped, blasted songs like powerpuff girls theme song on amanda's phone. HAHA AMANDA IS DAMN GAY LA :D and i'm so relaxed cos the chem test tmr's postponed! (: hahahahahha i'm so damn happy finally i can sleep tonight w/o worrying about tests. bliss (:

TOMORROW'S FRIDAY. ALRIGHT!

2008-07-16T20:32:00.002+08:00

i felt like i was floating the whole day.

first had emath test early in the morning. hahaha the last question was so screwed! there was a short line, and the measurement was 8cm. and then they asked for the length of another line, which was only a teeny bit longer then the former one, and my answer was...... 24cm. LOL walao! so of course i thought my answer was screwed. and spent 15 minutes applying 3 different methods to try get another answer. walao and in the end the answer (should be la) is 24! -.- very lame seh. and because i spent so much time on that question, i couldnt complete the one after it. rarrhhh lame.

and then amath test on the third period. lol that was really screwed, cos i couldnt draw any graph at all. only can solve the equations (: and then our previous test papers were returned! HAHA HELLO HELLO I GOT 39/40 :D TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!! so shocked can. amazinggggggggggg i bet mrs _ almost fainted. anyway she still hates me cos there wasnt even a word of congrats, and even a short lecture for me -.- hahaha anyway then she decided to use my paper for reference and answer key. i bet she regretted it cos my handwriting was kinda illegible and she was struggling to read it i think lol. plus lots of scribbles, and drawings.. and smiley faces hahaha.

i won two dollars from amanda in a bio question/ answer bet. cool i should bet with her more (: (:

oral exam after school. HAHA THE WHOLE THING'S QUITE SCREWED.
1) the whole class knew the picture, conversation topic by the second person lol
2) we discussed our answers together lol
3) it was very exhilarating peeking through the windows
4) during my exam, I SAID 6 'SHITS' HAHAHHA ZOMG SHIT LA.
5) after the teacher asked me a question, i actually stoned at her. and then went 'shit' and ask her to repeat it
6) the teacher herself was so distracting la. i was talking and she was drinking water, poking holes in her cup, shifting around, arranging her papers. walao
7) i still have a problem making eye contact haha

choir was very cool cos i'd already missed quite a bit of it. after i bought food back, split for sectionals, yesss i love sectionals cos it's very slack! lol. finished the song in like 30 minutes (yeah go rachel the loudhailer! we channel all our sound to you and you project it hahahah ;D).. and then let them sit down and we sang a bit more, and then talked and crapped like mad. lol. but we' really can make it okay. yes sop3 rocks! lol.

oh something random. my class cupboard is really hazardous zomg. here's how to utilize it,
1) you clear the books/ boxes that obstruct you from opening the doors
2) you make sure that if you touch/ move the cupboard, nothing from the top drops down.
3) you unlock it
4) STEP ASIDE (very important)
5) open the door
6) wait till everything finishes dropping
7) try your best to find your stuff

i nearly got hit by a "To Kill a Mockingbird" two days ago that just started falling from somewhere on top of the cupboard o.o hahahaha yeah that's how dangerous it is okay. zomg we should paste a huge DANGER sign on the door.

2008-07-15T14:49:00.002+08:00

chinese listening sa was so bad.
dont understand mole.
i'm back eating too much panadol.

english oral, emath spring test, amath spring test, chem test.

i really really dislike school. 3 more days of torture till saturday. hurry, hurry.

2008-07-14T18:21:00.002+08:00

it didnt rain today. rarrhh, so the first half of the class ran their 2.4 ): oh no oh no next wednesday is my turn to run! damn i really dont think i can get an A, seeing only astri (who's super fit) barely getting that A, and super fast kim also got a B. gasp and i'm already dying after running one round o.o

uh i didnt do well for chinese exam. :/ and i thought it was fine, guessing & randomly filling in numbers here and there. haha well never mind at least i passed! today school was kinda an 'absorbing' day. you just sit there and listen to the blaring of the teachers and absorb like a sponge. really, after school ended i was heaving a terrible headache. so i took panadol. was trying to absorb.. but given my brain it was hopeless. so i just start reading my magazine (about guys wearing cleavage showing swimwear and girls wearing dresses that look like pads. lol the world is mad) after 30 minutes of the lesson.

oh i realise that i'm really lagging in my geog text. like i've only looked at the textbook till chapter 6.. and the class is now at chapter 11 already or something. zomg! i need to stop sleeping.

my piano teacher's sending me for grade7 theory exam shit la. even she tells me that i wont pass walao then send me for what -.-

freedom of speech.. wow. whatever bye. too many things are happening i dont want to think about it so.. goodnight i'm gonna take a nap. SATURDAY OH SATURDAY WHERE ARE YOU.

2008-07-13T20:12:00.003+08:00

haha nbg yesterday was good (: dinner sitting on tiny chairs in the rooms with our friends, eating two pieces of pizza which cost me $13 (cheryl close one eye.. no close both eyes), memorable! hahaha. played cards after eating and people started getting high. i love slapjack~! I SHOULD CHANGE BRIDGING TO SLAPJACKING!! ooh haha. okay and then the event

man the gents are so cool la. think everyone in the team can moonwalk! oooh. and the leader is a teacher! o.o?!?!?! dammit wish goh was 0.1% as hip as him -.- okay it was really cool overall. haha yay gladys and weili :D

i slept till like 1pm today. woke up for lunch, computer, and i slept again in the late afternoon till like 8pm ): I NEED TO STUDY AND EXERCISE!! argh what is the problem with me and non-stop sleeping.

and there's school tomorrow. come on fly past me five days. i do not like school sigh.

I PRAY THAT IT WILL FREAKING RAIN. at least for tomorrow morning 745-840 SO THAT THE DREADED NAPFA 2.4 WILL BE POSTPONED.

RAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!

2008-07-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

my amath tuition teacher is a chee-ko-pek. hee hee.

2008-07-11T20:39:00.006+08:00

IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY AGAIN. :D so tired!

bio test today was so rubbish. ahh i feel like slapping myself, i studied for bio and i think i'm gonna do badly.. not good. anyway the structured questions were super tough to me, and i was really having a staring contest with the paper okay. (i drew a huge O.O and stoned at it hahaha) i really dont get the freaking experiment la. and then i looked up and saw that i was left with TWO MINUTES!! cursing myself and the clock like crazy in my head, i rushed out the whole of the last page (which is like 40% of the paper). how dumb.

had to change markers during recess. the office only allowed me to change two, like per week or something. wah serious or what.. i had 7-8 markers to change. so i sent germaine to change 2 of them. then i went to change another 2 more. wrote very illegibly i think my 3e4 became like a 2e9 or something lol.

and then english compo test was.. weird. haha i was about to finish my compo in 15 minutes! siao ah why on earth did that happen o.o so i wrote super slowly, and wrote more and more crap ideas and stuff. the compo was so weird.. i ended my compo with "I love my life!". hahaha shit hope i dont do badly. (for the record i do not love my life)

emath ca was returned today, very unexpectedly,
(i receive my paper. stone and process the marks in my head)
"EH I PASSED!"
-looks elated-
(count the percentage)
"EH I GOT AN A1!!"
-fall into semi-shock state-
haha wow cool. it's good news cos i didnt study.

the funniest news of the day was the ODT issue.. temperature taking in the morning. LOL ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DIDNT BRING THEIR THERMOMETERS GOT DC!! HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY ;D and the pops & prefects get kicked out of PB. HAHAHA omg this is so absurd. and according to xinyun who skipped into chinese class 45 minutes late, there were like over 150 people who didnt bring ODTs. LOLLLLLLLLLLL.

i did something to my WLM and the background for my conversation windows are now all PRATA! (?!?!!?!?!?!!? wtf) so weird shit la how to change backkkk

i'm gonna sleep. guess what, i'm not feeling excited at all and that's saddening. haha.

2008-07-10T19:26:00.005+08:00

i'm so tired! tomorrow is friday. tomorrow is friday. tomorrow is friday. yayyy

school today was good. firstly, we didnt have to go down for morning assembly, which requires a great amount of energy walking all the way down three storeys, stoning throughout the whole ritual, and then climbing up that three storeys again. madness. we we bridged in class (:

english was crap. went to sit with amanda and it was so spastic! hahaha. supposed to do some speech thing about myself and here's what it turned out,

hi my name is cheryl and i am a die-hard mrs ngin fan! i love eating all kinds of food, especially green broccoli and spinach. i love playing with barbie dolls, especially because i can comb their hair repeatedly. my favourite colour is hot pink, and i think the cutest animal around is the octopus. my hobby is flushing the toilet bowl and collecting barney stickers. i love amath because it's so challenging, and i always get so excited trying to find the value of x! i dislike emath because my teacher has frizzy hair.

HAHA yes wth right. plus it's supposed to be 300 words.amanda made me write that. and we'll have to submit it next monday -.- apart from that we were happily listening to music.

chinese teacher didnt come so we bridged again. and then there was chem, and that !@#$% substitute chem teacher was there again. we had to do this experiment which involved boiling the solution at a certain point. it was so bloody sian then i fell asleep in the middle of the boiling process. LOL. someone panickedly shook me up cos the thing was bubbling so vigorously.

gladys and i were doing gay stuff during ss. like waving to people when they went out to present their points. i amazingly kept awake during amath, and for geog i was chasing amanda around the class to stuff bits of paper down her blouse. hahaha. mep after school was very stone.

i ate a lot today!
morning Shepard's pie in class
canteen stuff for recess
bread cake thing in class after recess
bubble tea shop for lunch
ate during mep
came home and ate pre-dinner meal
dinner

O.o WALAO HOW COME NONSTOP AH. HAHA

2008-07-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling really irritable.
i'll bite.

today my class was supposed to have pe, and we were supposed to practice running for 2.4km :/ BUT IT RAINED! hahhahahaahah damn i was so happy despite the fact that actually i hate the rain. thank god i met liyana at the mrt station and she shared her umbrella with me, if not i'll have taken a second morning shower or something. haha.

for pe we did some beep test. the first class of the class did it first la, so i wasnt affected yet. HAHA THE BEEP ROUTINE IS FREAKING GAY! you hear a "beep" and you walk/jog/run/sprint 20m from a line to another line in the hall. so the scenario is this: a whole line of classmates anticipating the beep, and then happily skip over to the other line. i kept thinking of the lame joke "why did the chicken cross the road". lol everyone looked like road-crossing chickens. and then the CD broke down LOL. so thankfully i didnt have to do anything gay like that. (:

choir was. sian. ya rachel (with her mad nose disease), jeanette (with her mid life crisis) and putri (in another section) for the song como tu. i was so sian-ed -.- ya and there was this part where the section had to split to sing two parts, then with all the other strong(er) singers gone, something like this happened.

(i sing the higher part)
"eh i cant hear the lower part. sing louder please" conductor.
-sings-
"no i still cant hear the low part. stop wasting my time please"
so at this point i decide to just sing the low part.
"stop. now i cant hear the high part."
"walaoooo" me.
so i just got gen to blast one part and i blast another.
how lame.

i dont get your fking attitude. seriously, if you want it to be this way, fine.

goodnight. *yawns*

2008-07-08T17:01:00.003+08:00

so sleepy in school today, kept awake though. class party during recess was cool haha. all the ultimate fattening foods. chinese test was surprisingly good. apart from doing a pathetic number of questions, and filling up the rest with 3s for the first section, it was comprehensible. ya like usually i dont even get the freaking passage so today was good (: thought math was bad though, gah.

anyway, i got scolded for by a bloody relief teacher during chem just now. seriously she's freaking irritating. ants in her pants. there's 40 other people to scold why target me la. walao :@!

anw, here's a really brainless quiz from rachel's blog (:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
apologize remix- lil' wayne

2. How would you describe yourself?
tattoo- jordin sparks

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
heels over head- boys like girls

4.) How do you feel today?
the way i are- timbaland

5. What is your life's purpose?
in fate's hands- the red jumpsuit apparatus

6. What is your motto?
i kissed a girl (HAHA)- katy perry

7. What do your friends think of you?
me, you and my medication- boys like girls

8.) What do you think of your parents?
chu shen ru hua- (chinese) fahrenheit

9. What do you think about very often?
voice of truth- casting crowns

10. What is 2 + 2?
breaking free _HSM

11.What do you think of your best friend?
unwritten- natasha beddingfield

12.What do you think of the person you like?
is it you- cassie

13. What is your life story?
sharkbait oo (a one second line in finding nemo o.O)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
rescue- youth alive

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
i will carry you- clay aiken

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
get'cha head in the game- HSM

17.What will they play at your funeral?
what i've done

18.What is your hobby/interest?
mockingbird- eminem

19. What is your biggest fear?
cant help but wait- trey

20.What is your biggest secret?
thanks for the memories- fall out boy

21.What do you think of your friends?
dont stop the music- rihanna

22. What will you post this as?
jesus take the wheel- carrie underwood

23. What song would you play during your first kiss?
a moment like this- leona lewis (WOW. super apt!)

okay this is really brainless hahaha byebye. gonna sleep.

2008-07-07T16:14:00.002+08:00

my life these past few days are.. WASTED.

went to jeanette's house today, with chel too. we were supposed to study, but ended watching up like scary movie, cooking expired noodles, cooking (microwaving) chicken curry, left the condo to go buy bread and noodles and snacks. then me playing neopets, and surfing the net, and banging on the piano, and laughing at random stuff, me trying not to sleep more.. CAO UNPRODUCTIVE LA. but it is definately better than me staying at home computering and sleeping more. hahahah

how ah my 3(?) tests tmr!!!!!!!!!!! screw it. i'm so so so so so so screwed.

the song Devotion by Hillsongs United is addictive. (: zomg this is the 54th time i'm listening to it in two days (counting since yesterday afternoon). WHOO! tan's gonna ban me from it lol.

2008-07-06T17:33:00.003+08:00

oh, and how could i forget to post ytd,
NBG is next saturday! :D

i slept so much again today. blah.
i am an ass. (x100)

my brother's friend came over today. oh he's still at my house. they're both making weird noises. like "MOOOOOOOOOOO", and "AIYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" which is bloody irritating. and the psychotic thing is that the friend is in sec one. oh man god bless him.

And I see the sinners seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall on my knees.

2008-07-05T22:52:00.003+08:00

i slept a lot (: bliss!
slept from 4-7pm yesterday.
woke up, ate dinner,
and slept at 9-2pm today.
LOL.

i totally missed amath tuition, (which was from 9-12) wow. and was an hour late for tuition last week, lol. dont know if i want to go down tmr alone ): so loner sia. haha omg i'm such a pig.

i computered till 330pm and then there was church. haha. the wonderful worship centre is freezing next week i have to bring gloves man.

i cant get myself to study for the.. 4-5 tests next week -.-

2008-07-04T16:20:00.003+08:00

it is fridayyyyyyyyy! :D :D

plus today there was no choir after school.

i feel awesomely happy.

hey man, when you're a student with no life,

you find delight in cheap thrill things.

goodnight people. sleep catchingup time. :D

2008-07-03T18:52:00.006+08:00

to hope that you'd say more. haha, wtf why am i such a fool.

slept and stoned a lot in school today. the teachers were being crappish, talking so much nonsense there wasn't much use paying attention. i am so glad tomorrow's friday (:

2008-07-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

amath test today was amazingly good! :D considering how i couldnt get myself to study yesterday.
seriously, i was on the computer from 3-8pm (what the hell was i doing man), dinner till 9, and then show till 10. and i went to sleep haha.

the paper was 45 minutes and i completed in 15 minutes o.O hahaha. looked up and smiled at mrsamath and she gave me that 'i cant believe it no it cant be i'm sure you're gonna fail' look. whatever man. (: so i kinda looked through for another 5 minutes and tried working out an answer for a sum i couldnt factorise. (it turned out that the answer was that there was no answer) gave up and started drawing smileys on the question paper hahaha omg fabulous paper.

choir was stone. stoned, read some suicide book, ate, went out with gen to roam around the school, then slept. sian la. my friends were happy stealing my nametag, pasting stickers on me while i was sleeping. and i continued happily sleeping haha.

2008-07-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

i realise that it's already july when coming home with cherlyn today. yeah one whole day of handing up worksheets with dates on them and i dont know it's already july. (tsk, cheryl you're living in the past.) so anyway, WELCOME JULY. i cant wait for December and the holidays haha. &22moredays

anw here's something random. my brother's CHINESE tuition costs $11500 annually. what the hell. that comes down to $958 a MONTH. and he's only freaking primary four! i dont remember being that intellectually suppressed when i was 10!? with 958 i could like have tuition for all my subjects -.-

i cant get myself to do amath. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dammit la.

2008-07-01T15:44:00.007+08:00

You Are Pretty Charming

While you're not a natural charmer, you can be charming when you want to be.

And lucky for those around you, you usually feel like turning on the charm.

You project a happy, calm image - even when you're feeling the exact opposite.

You make people feel great about being around you... though you're not always up for putting in the effort.

Are You Charming?

started school feeling so tired that i felt sick. so was in and out of sleep throughout the whole first period. there's nothing to study for english anyway. amath and chinese stoned. then after eating recess and playing bridge during recess i felt better. haha and for all the boring science SPA periods after recess i felt as if i was floating. (:

bio spa was amusing. my freaking plant wasnt photosynthesizing & producing any bubbles so i started finding post-its, writing RIP on them, and sticking on beakers with dead plants, while poor petrina was trying to revive it or something. ahaha. and then i started drawing on my shoe. chem spa was terrible. some experiment with ammonia liquid/ gas. and i stupidly went to take on one HUGE WHIFF OF the freaking ammonia gas.

nearly died okay. putrid smell just went through my whole head, i couldnt breathe, and it just STINKS LA. walao. then i started coughing like mad while petrina just sat there smiling at me. o.O i hate ammonia gas. i swear the smell's still in my nose, ugh!

2008-06-30T18:06:00.002+08:00

hello school was fine. mrs amath changed my seating place again (??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! ARGH) to like THE FRONT OF THE CLASS. okay second row but. IT'S SO FRONT! so uncomfortable ugh. cant she leave meeee aloneeee rarhhhhh. amath test on wednesday ): scared la. and the FYE english oral is next wednesday? woah since when was it so near?! haha.

note to self: i need to teach amanda how to play better games of bridges. wa who be her partner can die manxzxzxzxz. (: hehehe. piano lesson after school. my piano teacher actually said "when you get down to practicing, i think you can master this piece in a week. LOL.

Rules
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 6:37pm
Name: Cheryl Ng
Sisters: none.
Brothers: Charles
Shoe size: 6
Height: 163
Where do you live: singapore

Favourite drink: coke. or maybe milo.
Favourite breakfast: dont take breakfast.
Have you ever been on a plane: yeah.
Do you smile often: (:

Are your toenails painted: no
Whose bed other than yours would you want to sleep in: my bed in my dream bedroom!
What colour shirt are you wearing now: green. school blouse la.
What were you doing at 7pm: i'm always eating around that time.

Are you a friendly person: usually. haha see mood la.
Do you have any pets: frozen fish in the freezer? no la, they keep dying heh.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: probably home.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? i hold hands with people everyday.. yes.

Do you sleep with the TV on: no. player on tho.
What are you doing right now: coughing.
Have you ever crawled through a window: HAHA yes. i nearly crashed onto the other side.
Are you too forgiving: no. hahaha

Are you closer to your mother or father: mother.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: dont know. but i dont like crying in front of people.
How many people can you say you've really loved: A LOT LA :D
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: no.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yup
If you're having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to: i'll probably just stone/ emo. zi high till i get home and then sleep.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: i'm a quiet person, really. (: people i love make me noisy haha.
Are you confident: believe it or not, no.

5 things you did 10 years ago: (5 yrs old)
1. sleep.
2. eat.
3. sleep.
4. eat. (shit la i sound like a pig)
5. cut my Barbie doll's hair HAHA.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. find new songs
2. watch tv
3. need to practice piano rarhh
4. pray.
5. complete homework la.

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. ruffles sour cream and onion
2. chipster hot & spicy
3. nice chocolates.
4. did you know i dont take most sweets? haha.
5. okay stop. think of all the fats!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. attend university w/o worries!
2. buy my dream bedroom + house
3. buy a dog
4. buy a damn cool car
5. swim in my money

5 of my bad habits:
1. giving a stone face to mrs amath
2. procrastination
3. being late. (i'm better now actually haha)
4. fooling around
5. panadol?

5 jobs I've had:
1. student
2. student
3. student
4. student
5. student

5 people who must do this quiz:
12345 whoever.

2008-06-29T18:50:00.003+08:00

i studied for 4 hours today, but i didnt feel productive. nothing's going in! so i went to sleep for 4 hours hahaha. okay and i think the sleeping was very productive.

i'm very sick now, believe it or not. [roller coaster fever, spinning head, blocked nose, hurting throat, cough, duck sounding, aching body, tsk] :D and seriously, the bloody panadol isn't working sia. hahaha and i'm already taking two at a go. i dont want to sleep anymore la, so sian. -.-

jeanette* said:
EMO KIDDO
hahahaha it sounds funny ;D

okay the radiation from the laptop is killing me i think. zai jian.

ps. oh i realise that if you want to swear in chinese you gotta be ultra vulgar if not it sounds lame. i shall just stick to english la
pss. being sad is exhausting. crying dehydrates you. so, SMILE/ DISTRACT/ ZI HIGH YOURSELF.
psss. i realise i really like the word 'really'. really :D

i feel very lame.
but i feel more calmed now.
it's easier to breathe.
thank you. (:

2008-06-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

my week:

1) i'm falling sick. and panadol doesnt seem to be effective shit hahaha. my throat hurts a lot ):
2) i've learnt not to agree to meeting with dory and jianmin before service. (we were supposed to meet at 1530 today, and jianmin reached at 1500 and dory at 1520. ZOMG. i overslept till 1550 i'm so so sorry! but omg so stressful can. they're too early man!)
3) you have to give and take. for example, if you want a life your results are gonna be affected. if you want to eat delicious food, you got to work out of grow fat hahaha.
4) rainbows are actually round!
5) school wasnt so bad.
6) i have a bloody amath ca next week.
7) i'm fat and need to lose weight.
8) i have a phobia of the mrt ezlink tapping card machine. i realise i'm scared of the doors closing on me O.o?!?! dammit why am i so lame.
9) my msn emoticons make me laugh. their adorableness makes me laugh. ahahahhah maybe it's just me cheap thrilling.
10) people have been telling me that i'm a 24/7 cheerful optimistic person. hahaha okay cool. but fyi you should think again. or if you know me better maybe you'll change your opinion really quickly. i'm emo! hahaha no seriously.

goodnight.